[Verse 1]
Defeated by the voices in my head ~ ~ /
They testify I’m not enough ~ /
I chase the ache, I try to learn love ~ ~ /
I look for You, but You feel hidden ~ /
A fire once near ~ /
Now I only see it when I shut my eyes ~ ~ /
[Pre-Chorus]
I become the words I fear are true ~ /
Running from the shadow of my shame ~ ~ /
Reaching for the hem of what You promised ~ /
Jesus ~ Jesus ~ Jesus ~ ~ /
Teach me to believe I still have a name ~ ~ /
In You ~ ~ /
Jesus ~ let me live in Your name ~ ~ /
[Chorus]
I tried to cut myself loose, but You stayed my hand ~ ~ /
Went too deep in the water, forgot how to stand ~ /
When I try to pray, it comes out a cry ~ ~ /
Jesus ~ Jesus ~ Jesus ~ ~ /
I’m not in my right mind, You don’t turn away ~ /
I’m not in my right mind, but You still stay ~ ~ /
Hold me while I break ~ ~ /
[Verse 2]
I rehearse my sins like they’re scripture ~ ~ /
Every failure memorized ~ /
I measure grace like it’s running out ~ ~ /
Still You don’t leave when I hide ~ /
[Pre-Chorus 2]
I’m tired of being my own accuser ~ ~ /
Tired of proving I don’t belong ~ /
If You’re the truth I’ve been running from ~ ~ /
Why does mercy sound like a Psalm ~ ~ /
Yahweh ~ ~ /
[Chorus]
I tried to cut myself loose, but You stayed my hand ~ ~ /
Went too deep in the water, You pulled me back ~ /
When I try to speak, it comes out a cry ~ ~ /
Jesus ~ Jesus ~ Jesus ~ ~ /
I’m not in my right mind, You don’t turn away ~ /
I’m not in my right mind, but You still stay ~ ~ /
Hold me while I break ~ ~ /
[Interlude]
I stand alone with You ~ ~ /
Yahweh ~ ~ /
~ ~ /
Yahweh ~ ~ /
[Bridge]
Every step falters ~ every thought bends ~ ~ /
Faith feels thin, but it hasn’t ended ~ /
If I’m the wound, be the healer ~ ~ /
If I’m the doubt, be the answer ~ /
Jesus ~ Jesus ~ Jesus ~ ~ /
[Final Chorus / Outro]
I tried to cut myself loose, but You stayed my hand ~ ~ /
Went too deep in the water, You made me stand ~ /
Every prayer’s a scream, but You hear the sound ~ ~ /
Jesus ~ ~ Jesus ~ ~ ~ Jesus ~ ~ ~ ~ /
I’m not in my right mind, but You’re still around ~ /
Yahweh ~ Yahweh ~ ~ /
Grace is found ~ ~ /
Even here ~ Emmanuel ~ ~ /
You’re found ~ ~ ~