Earn it

I live this real life til I die

I got these thoughts all on my mind

but Ill be alright

don’t worry I’m fine

almost 28

gotta whole lotta time

I don’t trust too many

but my team down to ride

late nights that I cried

only made me feel alive

I give it up to God

keep it G

know the boy OD

everybody wanna a fuckin freestyle from

me but I’ll tell you right now that this style ain’t free

I’ve been well connected with the land and the trees

feel the breeze I got everything I need

I’ll take your bitch and go and teach you bout the birds and the bees

I swear that bitch is like Sabrina how she begging me please

and I be feeling like a villain make em drop to their knees

im in that zone right now and I don’t think ima leave

I’ve got way too many tricks hidden right up my sleeve

I see the game in a box

sealed right with the lock but ima go and fuckin pick it if I don’t have the keys

I started from the bottom now I’m taking the lead

I wear a smile on my face when my heart still bleeds

cause I don’t want nobody that I love worried bout me

man I’m fine

carry my cross til I die

you can see the pain in my eyes

but you probably don’t care to even notice

this is my book I wrote it

drop these bars from the heart

they quote it

this a revelation

I just made an observation

I could really be the greatest

without ever being famous

I don’t want my fucking name up on the stages

I just wanna feel fine inside living life feeling happy every day and not have to go fake it

walk a mile in my shoes

lets see how you can take it

but I’m glad I’m me

so we never trading places

when I lose myself

gotta get back to the basics

i can see through it all like im neo in the matrix

don’t try to tell me

what I did or I didn’t do

cause i know who the fuck I am

who the fuck are you?

born in hell and I live in hell

but i rose up

so many times in my life that i froze up

but you gotta push through when your treading the path

you might feel pain now but that shit won’t last

but it will if you never go and turn your back

and put yourself first

so many times in my life had an outburst

feeling like an outcast

all I ever gotta do is go and get to my goals

and if you try to slow me down

then you will get bypassed

I live on edge

you can call it the climax

and everybody watching me I feel like it’s i Max

and I don’t need you tryna be my dad or a wise ass

I know who I am yeah trust I got that

I seen my path

went down the road

I want money want growth

don’t want these hoes

I could fuck any girl that I want

when I want but tell me right now whats that do for my soul?

I will never slow down

I stay on a roll

I help everybody else

what they do for me?

I can’t tell if its love or they using me?

I gotta beast deep inside that I can’t let free

I got pain and got rage that I’m carrying deep

so I don’t have good dreams whenever I go to sleep

I wanna go so far but I’m scared to leap

i gotta a dawg in me

let him off the leash