Yeah i know

[Intro]
Yeah…
I know… I see it too
Don’t gotta say it out loud

[Verse 1]
I can feel it in the silence when every one looks my way
Like they’re  counting all the ways that I just threw it away
Every promise I made got buried in dust
Now it’s hard for yall to see anything good in me 

I hear the voice in my head when I lay in the dark
Every word like a knife, every doubt leaves a mark
Yall don’t yell anymore, that’s the part that cuts deep
‘Cause disappointment don’t scream… it just quietly seeps

I was supposed to be more, yeah, I had that shine
Now I’m stuck in the shadow of “should’ve been mine”
Every step that I take feel like sinking in sand
Try to reach for everyone’s pride but it slips through my hands

[Hook]
I’m not what you hoped, I can see it clear
Every broken dream just echoes in here
I tried to be enough but I always fall short
Now I’m fighting myself in a losing war

Yeah I know I let yall down, I don’t need the proof
Every mirror in the house just reflects the truth
I’m a ghost of the kid that everyone  used to know
Now I carry that weight everywhere I go

[Verse 2]
Used to dream out loud, now I barely speak
Every goal feels heavy, every win feels weak
I compare my life to the ones that yall praise
And I drown in the gap of those impossible ways

Everyone gave me there hope, I turned it to doubt
Built a whole damn storm from the love yall poured out
Now I walk through the wreckage of everything I broke
Choking on the words that I never spoke

And I hate that I care, but I care too much
Every flinch, every sigh, every subtle touch
Got me reading between lines you don’t even say
Like “you’re not who I thought” in a quiet way

[Hook]
I’m not what yall hoped, I can see it clear
Every broken dream just echoes in here
I tried to be enough but I always fall short
Now I’m fighting myself in a losing war

Yeah I know I let everyone down, I don’t need the proof
Every mirror in the house just reflects the truth
I’m a ghost of the kid that you used to know
Now I carry that weight everywhere I go

[Bridge]
If I could rewind, I would fix every flaw
Be the version of me that you all once saw
But time don’t bend and it don’t forgive
So I’m stuck with the life that I barely live

And I wish you all  would scream, at least then I’d know
But your quiet hurts more than you letting go
‘Cause the worst kind of pain ain’t the words yall say…
It’s the love that fades… in a silent way

[Outro]
Yeah…
I’m still here… just not who you wanted me to be
And maybe I never will be…

Sad lofi reverb screamo