Verse 1
Cold bathroom light and a shaking hand
Swore this would be the last time again
Mirror looks through me like it knows my name
Like it’s watched me lose myself every day
Phone full of promises I never kept
People I love crying while I slept
Running in circles through a living hell
Trying to save myself from myself
Pre-Chorus
Every high turns into a graveyard
Every “I’m fine” falls apart
And the silence gets louder at night
When you finally look at your life
Chorus
There’s never enough to numb the pain
Never fucking ever
You chase the dark through pouring rain
But it only pulls you under
You sell your soul for one more breath
One more night to forget
But the demons always know your name
There’s never enough to numb the pain
Verse 2
Veins like highways burning thin
Trying to outrun the war within
Temporary heaven, permanent scars
Needles and neon and empty hearts
I miss moments, missed sunlight
Missed pieces of my own damn life
But somehow a tiny voice remained
Buried underneath the shame
Pre-Chorus
Saying “you were made for more than this”
Even when I didn’t believe it
Even in the darkest room
Some part of me survived it
Chorus
There’s never enough to numb the pain
Never fucking ever
No matter how far you drift away
The hurt comes back heavier
You disappear inside yourself
Till you become somebody else
And the mirror doesn’t know your face
There’s never enough to numb the pain
Bridge
But I’m still here
Heart still beating
Through the wreckage and the screaming
And maybe healing starts this way
One broken breath at a time each day
Final Chorus
There’s never enough to numb the pain
Never fucking ever
But maybe there’s enough love to change
Enough light to remember
The woman underneath the hurt
Still deserves this whole damn earth
And even after all the flames
She can learn to live again
