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Lyrics
[Intro]
Yeah
It’s still here
Thought time would fix it
But time just… stretched it out
[Verse 1]
I still set a plate where you used to sit
Catch myself mid-reach, hand shaking in the kitchen
Your hoodie on the chair like you’ll come back and grab it
I talk into the silence, it just listens
Got your number in my phone, can’t delete that
Scroll up to the last “I love you”, then I freeze, crash
Everybody saying, “you should really try to move past”
How, when the past is the only thing that I still have
I wear your name like a chain around my neck
Heavy little halo that just drags me to the deck
Mama asking how I’m doing, I just lie and say “I’m blessed”
But I close the door and crumble, I’m a storm beneath this vest
[Chorus]
It’s a weight that won’t let go
Got a ghost in my chest, in my bones, in my throat
Every breath feels like borrowed time
I’m stuck in the day that I watched you die
This weight that won’t let go
I carry you everywhere I go
If healing means I lose you slow
Then I’ll stay broken, I’ll stay broke
[Verse 2]
Every mirror in the house got your reflection
Not your face, but the space where you’re missing is a question
Friends say, “pull up”, but I cancel last second
Can’t fake laughs when I still hear your last sentence
“They’ll be fine” is what you said before you left us
But I ain’t fine, I’m a fault line, restless
I replay that day in my head like a movie
Every frame sharper, every cut still moving
I’ve been sleeping in your old band tee
Holes in the collar, but it’s holding what’s left of me
Scent almost gone, but I dig in deep
Like if I breathe hard enough, you’ll breathe with me
Therapist talking ‘bout acceptance
But I built my whole world on your presence
So if letting go is the lesson
I’d rather keep failing the questions
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m tired of “it gets better”
The days just blur together
My heart’s a loaded letter
Addressed to you, returned to sender
[Chorus]
It’s a weight that won’t let go
Got a ghost in my chest, in my bones, in my throat
Every breath feels like borrowed time
I’m stuck in the day that I watched you die
This weight that won’t let go
I carry you everywhere I go
If healing means I lose you slow
Then I’ll stay broken, I’ll stay broke
[Verse 3]
I don’t visit where you’re buried, I just talk to the sky
Feel guilty for the distance, but I’m closer when I hide
Grief got rules that I never learned to follow
Some days I’m a mountain, most days I’m hollow
I keep your old texts saved in a folder
Read them when the nights keep getting colder
You said “promise me you’ll live a little longer”
How I’m supposed to honor that when I ain’t getting stronger?
I still hear your keys at the door late
Still flinch when the floorboard creaks in the hallway
Almost call your name when I’m half-awake
Then my throat locks up like a car on the highway
People say “they live on in your heart”
But that just means you’re gone and I’m ripped apart
They don’t see me in the dark when the panic starts
Talking to the ceiling like it’s sacred art
[Chorus]
It’s a weight that won’t let go
Got a ghost in my chest, in my bones, in my throat
Every breath feels like borrowed time
I’m stuck in the day that I watched you die
This weight that won’t let go
I carry you everywhere I go
If healing means I lose you slow
Then I’ll stay broken, I’ll stay broke
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
You were my anchor, now I’m drifting with an anchor
Details
GeneratedJan 11, 2026
Duration4:03
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Haunting emo rap beat that evolves over time: distant detuned bells, airy pads, and filtered drums at the top. Verse 1 sits in a narrow, intimate space—male vocals close-mic’d, dry, with subtle pitchy ad-libs. Hook explodes with wide distorted guitars layered under 808s, heavy reverb on lead, stacked harmonies on title line. Mid-song breakdown strips to sparse keys and sub-bass before final chorus and emotional outro, with ad-libs and doubles building to a raw, cracked delivery., emo
Credits
Prompt bymaxi297
ModelAria v5
Prompt
Write a 8 minute emo rap song about loosing a loved one and a weight that wont let go
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