[Intro]
Yeah
You wanted distance, right?
You wanted space
Say less
[Verse 1]
You said, "I need to leave you"
Cool
Watch me
Pack up every version of me that believed you
Every late-night call
Every almost-cry in the parking lot
Every "I'm fine"
When I was obviously not
You loved my damage
Just to use it as decor
Hung my trauma on your wall
Then you walked out the door
You were scrolling through attention
Like a sale rack
I was begging for a text back
Sick of that
I gave you truth
You gave me mood swings
You called it love
It was a bull ring
Red flags waving
I was charging
Bleeding out
Calling it "hardening"
[Chorus]
Leave you
To leave me behind
You want me gone?
Then watch me rewind
Pull my heart from your hands
Let it flatline
If losing me helps you find you
Fine
I’ll leave you
To leave me behind
Cut you out clean
Like you cut my life
You wanted distance
You got a lifetime
If losing me helps you find you
Fine
[Verse 2]
You said I’m "too much"
Now I’m not enough to answer
Funny how your silence
Spread faster than your laughter
You only hit my phone
When the rest all ghosted
I was your last-call hero
Never once promoted
You played victim
Any time I bled
Said, "You’re scaring me"
While messing with my head
You held my past
Like a weapon on your hip
Every argument
You were quick to let it rip
I forgave things
You’d never even survive
You forgave nothing
Just kept score, stayed dry
I was walking on the glass
Of your last goodbye
Bleeding but I never let you see me cry
[Chorus]
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
You don’t get my tears on repeat
You don’t get backstage in my grief
You don’t get front-row to my healing
You don’t get to call that "we"
[autotuned high harmony, almost broken]
You don’t get my midnight
You don’t get my name
You don’t get the part of me
That still takes the blame
[Chorus]