[Verse 1]
House got quiet
but the weight got loud
Your jacket on the chair
still owning the couch
I talk to the air
like you still in the room
Two plates on the table
only one gets used
Mom keep sayin’
“they in a better place”
I’m stuck in the doorway
of that empty space
Scrollin’ old pics
til my eyes turn red
Phone full of your voice
but my hands feel dead
[Chorus]
I lost you
but the weight won’t let go
Heartbreak sittin’ on my chest
like a stone
Can’t breathe right
can’t sleep, I know
You gone from the world
but you live in my bones
I lost you
but the weight won’t let go
[Verse 2]
Friends talk “time heals”
I ain’t feel that yet
Every laugh sound fake
like a bounced paycheck
I’m late to my life
always stuck in your past
Replayin’ that call
how it all crashed fast
Your toothbrush leanin’
by the sink, untouched
Your name in my phone
I ain’t scrolled it once
‘Cause if I hit dial
and you still ain’t there
That push me deeper
than this broken chair
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
Tell me how I carry this
when it carry me
Walkin’ like I’m fine
knees bucklin’ underneath
Got your face in my mind
like a tattooed dream
Everybody say “strong”
I just wanna scream
[Chorus]