[Style: Ambient pop / mellow rap Dreamy pads, slow drums, distant piano Feels like 2–3 AM staring at the dark] [Theme: Racing thoughts at night Not spiraling — just observing Learning to sit with yourself when the world is asleep [Intro] Lights off Still awake Same thoughts [Verse 1] Room’s dark but my mind’s lit Ceiling fan spinning like my head did Phone face down but I still reach Like answers live somewhere in the sheets Every plan I didn’t finish Every word I overthink Nighttime turns whispers loud When the world don’t interrupt me I replay things I didn’t say Conversations from today Not ‘cause they hurt, just ‘cause they linger Like a song I didn’t change I’m not panicking, I swear Just aware of where I’m at Hard to sleep when you’re thinking About the life you haven’t had [Chorus] Staring at my bedroom ceiling Counting cracks instead of sheep Not afraid, just overthinking Everything I couldn’t be Tomorrow feels too far away Yesterday won’t let me leave So I lie here with my thoughts And my bedroom ceiling [Verse 2] I used to think this meant I’m weak ‘Cause my mind won’t shut down easy But maybe this is just the cost Of feeling things a little deeply I don’t need a breakthrough now I don’t need to solve my life I just need to rest my eyes And let the minutes pass me by Faith feels quiet in the dark Not gone, just hard to hear Like a radio between stations Still playing, still sincere If God’s listening right now I don’t need a sign tonight Just sit with me until I sleep That’d be alright [Chorus] Staring at my bedroom ceiling Watching shadows slowly breathe Every thought I keep repeating Doesn’t get the best of me I don’t need to force a dream Or escape where I’ve been I’ll be here until I’m tired With my bedroom ceiling [Bridge] Maybe peace ain’t falling asleep fast Maybe it’s not hating where you’re at Maybe growth is letting thoughts exist Without assuming something’s wrong with that I don’t have to win the night I don’t have to lose it too I can just let time move on Like it always does [Chorus – Soft] Staring at my bedroom ceiling Breathing in and breathing out Letting go of needing meaning For every single doubt If sleep comes, I’ll let it stay If not, I’ll still be okay I’m still here I’m still safe With my bedroom ceiling [Outro] Tomorrow’s coming But tonight is mine

Bedroom Ceiling