Bad Luck in My Sleep

I’m counting faces in my sleep

Dreams I can’t afford to keep

Tearing holes inside my seams

Every loss becomes a theme

Pacing through the storm, I’m runnin’

Bleeding out my pores, I’m plummetin’

Every time I fall, I feel the same

The rain is all I know, it calls my name

Back against the wall, no one can save me

I’m always there when you call and when you fall

But when I need you, it’s all silence,

Just echoes down my hall

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And you still never had my back

That’s bad luck, that’s bad luck

Didn’t know love could cut like that

I’ve had enough, I’ve had enough

Every time I try to run, I crash

That’s bad luck, that’s bad luck

Now I’m fading into black

That’s bad luck, that’s bad luck

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I take a risk, I take a leap

Crawl through the night while the world’s asleep

Cover my eyes, but I still see

Your ghost in the mirror lookin’ back at me

Bad luck, but my skin’s tough

Keep a blade stuck in the back of my memories

Walking through my town like a ghost unseen

All this pain made a god out of me

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I cannot drink, I cannot eat

I’m feeling sick but I won’t weep

I gave my soul just to feel complete

Now the dark feels more like me

If you need me, I’ll be right there

Lying in the dirt like I don’t care

No halo, no prayer — just

Static in the midnight air

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And you still never had my back

That’s bad luck, that’s bad luck

Didn’t know love could burn like that

I’ve had enough, I’ve had enough

Every scar just maps my path

That’s bad luck, that’s bad luck

Now I’m never turning back

That’s bad luck, that’s bad luck

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Crawl through the night as I cover my eyes

My light still shines, yeah, I come from outside

Fight through the lies and I follow her eyes

In the blink of an eye — I’m just gone with the night

(Walking through my town like a ghost unseen…)

That’s bad luck, that’s bad luck

But it made me free.