Happy Anniversary babe

(Verse 1)

Lately something feels different,

Like your mind drifts somewhere else,

And I keep laying here at night

Fighting thoughts inside myself.

I hate the distance in your voice,

I hate when things feel cold,

Cause loving you this deeply

Makes me terrified to let go.

And yeah we fight,

Yeah we break down,

Yeah we both say things out of pain,

But no matter how hard it gets,

My heart still screams your name.

(Pre-Chorus)

Cause I don’t want another hand on me,

Don’t want another soul this close,

After everything we built together,

How could I just let you go?

(Chorus)

Cause nobody else can have you,

Not your love,

Not your attention,

Not the part of you I fell for

Or the way you calm my tension.

I know we’re both exhausted,

I know life’s been hitting hard,

But I still see forever

Every time I look at your heart.

And maybe that sounds crazy,

Maybe I love too much, it’s true,

But after 2 years and 4 months,

I still only want you.

(Verse 2)

I still replay when we first met,

How your eyes locked onto mine,

How for once in my broken life

Something finally felt right.

And now I’m scared of losing that,

Scared the spark is fading thin,

Cause I don’t know how to survive

If I lose my best friend.

People think love’s supposed to be easy,

Like souls never crash or bleed,

But real love gets ugly sometimes,

Real love still chooses to stay through everything.

(Pre-Chorus)

And maybe I overthink too much,

Maybe jealousy gets loud,

But it’s only cause the thought of losing you

Still breaks me down.

(Chorus)

Cause nobody else can have you,

Not your time,

Not your focus,

I don’t want another woman

Getting pieces left unspoken.

I want the laughs,

The fights,

The healing,

Even all the broken parts,

Cause somehow through every disaster

You still own my heart.

(Bridge)

Yeah we say we’re done sometimes,

Yeah we push each other away,

Then somehow we end up missing each other

Before the night even fades.

That’s soul love.

That’s the kind you can’t fake.

The kind that survives damage

Even while both people shake.

And Drew…

I know things feel off lately.

I feel it too.

But I need you to know

No matter how insecure,

How emotional,

How angry,

How hurt I get…

At the end of the day,

You are still my person.

(Verse 3)

I don’t want temporary love,

I don’t want attention from strangers,

I don’t want meaningless conversations

Trying to replace what we created.

Cause nobody could touch my soul

The way you already do,

Nobody could ever make me

Stop reaching for you.

And maybe we’re imperfect,

Maybe we’re a mess sometimes,

But I’d still rather fight beside you

Than lose you for the rest of my life.

(Final Chorus)

Cause nobody else can have you,

And nobody else can have me,

Not in the ways our hearts connected,

Not with this history.

We built something painful,

Beautiful,

Chaotic,

Real,

And no matter how rough life gets,

My love for you is still here.

2 years and 4 months later,

Through every fight,

Every fear,

Every tear,

I'm always here your wife and queen baby