Fucked up life

Verse 1

You walked in like trouble dressed in black

Heart so cold but I kept coming back

Cheap perfume and a cigarette flame

One damn kiss and I forgot my name

We were drunk on love and bad decisions

Crossing every line with no permission

You said, “Baby, we’re both insane”

Then pulled me closer through the pain

Late nights screaming in the parking lot

Acting like we hated what we got

But every fight turned into desperate touch

Cause losing you would hurt too much

Chorus

We’re a fucked up fairytale, baby

Love so toxic, driving me crazy

Lust and heartbreak tangled tight

We burn like hell every night

You left scars underneath my skin

But I’d still let your ass back in

If love’s a curse, then let me drown

Cause you’re the only drug I found

Verse 2

Black eyeliner running down your face

While you screamed that I needed space

Then five minutes later in my arms

Falling back into your chaos charm

We broke rules and we broke ourselves

Put our broken hearts up on shelves

Still we danced through every disaster

Like nothing else even mattered

You said death didn’t scare you none

Cause life already fucked you up enough

I held your waist under neon signs

Trying to stop the end of time

Now your ghost still sleeps in my bed

Still hear your voice inside my head

Every memory cuts like a knife

You were the best and worst damn part of life

Chorus

We’re a fucked up fairytale, baby

Love so toxic, driving me crazy

Lust and heartbreak tangled tight

We burn like hell every night

You left scars underneath my skin

But I’d still let your ass back in

If love’s a curse, then let me drown

Cause you’re the only drug I found

Verse 3

Now I’m drinking whiskey by myself

Your old pictures facedown on the shelf

Trying hard not to call your phone

But nights like this feel fucking cold

Everybody says I should move on

Like your memory ain’t tattooed on

Every damn beat inside my chest

Every sleepless night I never rest

You were danger wrapped in pretty lies

Fire reflected in your eyes

And even if you tore me apart

You still own the ruins of my heart

So if death comes knocking someday

I’ll probably laugh and walk away

Cause loving you already killed me slow

And honestly, I still can’t let go

Outro

So here’s to the lovers too messed up to heal

To the fake smiles hiding what they feel

We loved too hard, too fast, too deep

Now your ghost’s the only thing I keep.