[Verse 1]
I know how to shake a hand, how to keep my jacket clean
How to answer every question without saying what I mean
You stand beside the doorway, waiting past the closing time
And I turn a simple moment into another practiced line
[Pre-Chorus]
I can name the risks, I can map the floor
But I don't want a life that's careful anymore
[Chorus]
I want love and lust, the honest kind
Your fingers finding mine before I change my mind
I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to run
I'm tired of being perfect when I could be someone
Let me open slowly, let me learn your touch
I don't know the language yet, but I want this much
[Verse 2]
You see the tie come loose, the tired eyes beneath the role
You ask me what I'm feeling and I feel the whole room fold
There's a chair beside your window, your sweater on the floor
A little space between us that I don't want anymore
[Pre-Chorus]
If I speak without a script, if I let the silence stay
Would you meet me in the middle, would you let me find the way?
[Chorus]
I want love and lust, the honest kind
Your fingers finding mine before I change my mind
I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to run
I'm tired of being perfect when I could be someone
Let me open slowly, let me learn your touch
I don't know the language yet, but I want this much
[Bridge]
No promises dressed up like guarantees
Just my unsteady hands, just you and me
If I pull back, ask me to be real
If I go quiet, stay long enough to feel
[Final Chorus]
I want love and lust, with nothing staged
Your name in my mouth, your warmth against my guarded cage
I don't want to hurt you, so I'll tell you when I'm scared
I can't promise I know how, but I promise I'll be there
Let me open slowly, let me learn your touch
I don't know the language yet, but I want this much
[Outro]
Take your time with me
I'll take my walls down carefully