We're done

100 days it's been since I loved you

Longer since I chose to leave

Little did I know how hard it is to

Let you go, mourn and grieve

The longest person I have ever known

I gave you everything

I never had love the way you've shown

Me and in return I was even more giving

I forgot who I was

Sacrificed it all

Simply because

I didn't wanna lose and fall

Into the trap of giving up on the vows

So I hung in there

Through the shitty rows

Our worst nightmare,

Fucked each of us bad

Supposed to be in love

Not make each other mad and sad

I tried to understand

Why we made life for eachother hell

till We'd had enough

In a world thats already fucken tough

It's cos we didn't know

Our first rate love to us was a shit show

Words cut deeper and deeper and so

Only one option left

-time to go

We tried.....

over and over again and again

Love wasn't enough to keep going

So this is the end

All that time knowing

We tried our best

It hurt so much

Now it's time to rest

Heal, cry, get angry and try

Move on

I can't do it i don't want to i don't know why

I can't breathe

i can't be away from you

I can't leave

You're my family God dammit! What the fuck do i do

I know I gotta stop seeing you

Talking and thinking of you

Dreaming of you

Planning my future with you

But fuck! That's a whole life time I was supposed to have with you

And now it's gone

You left me & i left you

We don't belong

Me n you

Pains over now

But sadly that means

Our marriage is too.