His potential

I still dream about you

Every night it's true

I dream about the man I saw but who

Never came out cos he didn't know how to

Survival means you're a protector

Fear can make you become a projector

Infecter

Hyper vigilant detector

Collector

A provider

But what about the other guy inside ya

The one who loves to love

Who loves to talk deep

The one who loved to make love every night before sleep

Slowly he left me

All on my own after we got married

Yea I know I did shit that made it hard

For that guy to stay and not need to guard

The part

That threatened your heart

I fucked the start

Of us when I left you

I didn't mean to

I just didn't know how to show you my love that's why I chose to go

I wasn't good enough, I had no fucking clue

All i knew is what i knew

now I know better and I hope you do too

Turns out when we're together tho

It's still war with you

We fight and we fight

I'm too much and you're not right

Life fucked you over too

That's why you do

Get angry and full of rage at anyone who

Tries to lean on you

For emotional

Devotional

Stability even through self promotional

Irrational feels of how you hurt me

Like the weights all yours to carry

But see

That's the opposite of what I thought

It wasn't how I was taught

Every person in a team holds weight so I wanted to talk to get it straight of you have this I have that

Learn to not react and in fact I wanted to learn from you cos that's what I saw in you your ability and tact

To figure shit out and do better you're a go getter high achiever roll ya sleeves up kind a guy who likes to work and chill not just one or neither

Time made you meaner and I wasn't nice to you either

It was time you did us a favor

You chose to leave us you held the team up

But It took me ages to see the

Good side

The brave mind

Your sacrifice I was blind

Couldn't find my way out of the dirt I was so hurt

And so unkind.

I wish you could see me

But you still get angry

When I cry or stress out you take it personally

I wish you could see me

Cos I've grown maturely

And I have to say I think I'm amazing just casually

I still dream about you

Every night it's true

I dream about the man I saw but who

Never came out cos he didn't know how to