I still dream about you
Every night it's true
I dream about the man I saw but who
Never came out cos he didn't know how to
Survival means you're a protector
Fear can make you become a projector
Infecter
Hyper vigilant detector
Collector
A provider
But what about the other guy inside ya
The one who loves to love
Who loves to talk deep
The one who loved to make love every night before sleep
Slowly he left me
All on my own after we got married
Yea I know I did shit that made it hard
For that guy to stay and not need to guard
The part
That threatened your heart
I fucked the start
Of us when I left you
I didn't mean to
I just didn't know how to show you my love that's why I chose to go
[Chorus]
I wasn't good enough, I had no fucking clue
All i knew is what i knew
now I know better and I hope you do too
Turns out when we're together tho
It's still war with you
We fight and we fight
I'm too much and you're not right
Life fucked you over too
That's why you do
Get angry and full of rage at anyone who
Tries to lean on you
For emotional
Devotional
Stability even through self promotional
Irrational feels of how you hurt me
Like the weights all yours to carry
But see
That's the opposite of what I thought
It wasn't how I was taught
Every person in a team holds weight so I wanted to talk to get it straight of you have this I have that
Learn to not react and in fact I wanted to learn from you cos that's what I saw in you your ability and tact
To figure shit out and do better you're a go getter high achiever roll ya sleeves up kind a guy who likes to work and chill not just one or neither
Time made you meaner and I wasn't nice to you either
It was time you did us a favor
You chose to leave us you held the team up
But It took me ages to see the
Good side
The brave mind
Your sacrifice I was blind
Couldn't find my way out of the dirt I was so hurt
And so unkind.
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I wish you could see me
But you still get angry
When I cry or stress out you take it personally
I wish you could see me
Cos I've grown maturely
And I have to say I think I'm amazing just casually
[Smiirk]
[Chorus]
I still dream about you
Every night it's true
I dream about the man I saw but who
Never came out cos he didn't know how to