[Verse 1]
They say
Eventually,
everybody leaves me
Doesn't need me
Abandoning me
Leaving me lonely
& probably
Understandably
It's highly likely
It's cos of my unbelievably
Difficult personality
I end up in solitary
& possibly
Why, nobody
Likes to come see me
Or text me
Why, noones keen to stop by
& ask why
I sit alone & get high..
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
Its like noone likes me
They just ghost or uninvite me
Makes me wonder exactly
Is it real when people chill with me
Or am I just projecting paranoia suspecting
Detecting
Is it denying or am I lying,
To myself to them - I'm not trying
But seriously tho
I just wanna know bro
Do you know
Why they ignore me
When 2 seconds ago they were saying they adore me
[Verse 3]
Go on say it to my face honestly
I can handle it go on, you'll see
Yea I might cry or get angry
But that doesn't mean you gotta yell at me
Just talk, real talk no shit or walk
Whatever G
Who cares what they have to say about me
Fuck off already yup that's right you lost me
Cos you took their words over mine
So just go just leave, see...
[Pre chorus]
that's what I said at the very beginning
See what did I say, no God damn way of winning,
Nobody ends up happy & grinning
It's always you who loses the last inning
[Chorus]
So
Trust me, it's better off to be
Alone than with someone still feeling lonely
Left with only
Thoughts of insanity
Self profanity
I'm a freak
Too unique
But at least alone you're free to be & do what you wanna do, fully.
Haha BOOM!
That's why, actually
Go be a freak or weird cos that's exactly
What will make you happy
Fuck yes now i see
This whole time I could have been free
To be
Authentically me
[Bridge]
I could make it way more fun
& at least this way I didn't become
Just another one,
Of those, "generic Jane's"
It can actually be shit being someone who breaks chains
& has brains
Who does things a little strange
That's the reason I'm here alone others outra range n hate change
So
Fuck them all anyway
Guess it means ill have to find some other way
& suck it up cos it's okay
Being alone, on my own, Monday to Sunday all day everyday
Yea that's the kick
The choice is to pick
Between truly me or be a dick
Be Alone or own a clique
But actual, straight up, I'd rather not
Deal with the shit who's hot or not
It's not worth my sanity I don't give a fuck if I lost my spot
As your bestie on snap or tik tok
I'm pretty good by myself over here
Least now I don't have to share
My gin or whisky or wine or beer
Fuck yea more for me
Aw watch me shed a tear
[Chorus]
[Final chorus]
Wow ya know what else they say everywhere,
That life is short & it is what it is
So Murphys law & irony can give my ass a little kiss
I know for sure Karma has my back in all this
I just gotta mind my own business
And live
And play,
Laugh, Dance, cry & grow old & Grey.
[Outro]
& maybe thats actually why that's the thing "they say"
I get it now - haha okay - thank fuck that eventually everyone will leave me some day.
Might get some peace fucken yay
WorldsDrone08
