I wanna admit something that's hard to admit
Cos people think that anyone associated with it
Are all the same playing the game and should hang their heads down in shame
But I wanna speak on behalf of the few
People that could use this to
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I'd give anything
And thats why I did one thing
That other people frown upon
Turns out it's the one thing that helped me a tonne
And even though it's hard
To admit and let down my guard
I have to share
Incase it helps others out there
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Feel better
Get up and out of bed
Cos without this 'bad thing'
I'm just constantly stuck in my head
I dont use it to escape
Infact I use it to face
My demons inside
The ones that cause me pain and make me hide
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How? You might ask well
Because ive suffered so much hell
So my mental health has fooled my mind
Into thinking I'm the broken kind
And my body shuts down
I sleep never get out of my night gown
So sleepy and weepy and an emotional heapy
I have no energy left to try and work on me
I'd give anything for one day if I could only
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Pain in silence every day
Listening to the hurtful shit others say
Like oh she's just faking it she's actually fine
She exaggerates a hypochondriac does it all the time
She's just lazy watch out it's just manipulation
So she gets what she wants in every situation
Cos that's how she gets away with it all
Don't be a fool don't fall
It makes me sad
That people think I'm that bad
That I'd pretend to be sick
Yea cool miss out on life to play this shit trick
Where I stay in bed and cry and cry Cos I can't don't anything else but lie
Here and wish I was dead
No it's all just in my head
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The thing that gave me a break
From all the pain and helped me make
The choice to start the healing
Look into reasons why I was feeling
So sick in so much pain hidden unseen
It's scary to say it but it was methamphetamine
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Just like everything out there
In moderation taken with care
Certain things can be helpful for some
Just like sugar and alcohol can become
Things that people over take and abuse
And then need to be treated and made to lose
Their addictive habit cos it's hurting you
It's not beneficial anymore
To take that thing you took before
Like running too much and too hard core
Balance temperance it's what self control is for
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Those who turn into a crack head
Usually stay awake too long and don't go to bed
They starve their bodies from food and drink
It's not actually the drug it's not what you think
They'll be using to run from their shit
But actually it just heightens it
Turns them all paranoid
Makes them face what they're trying to avoid and thats why it could actually be good
If only it was used the way that it should
It would actially help some people I know it would
Cos it truly helped in my life feel understood
Finally... I found something that could
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