[Intro]
[Verse]
Its been,
300 days since I got to love you
& longer since the day I chose to leave
Little did I know how hard it would be
To let you go, to mourn & grieve
You're the longest person I've known
Gave you my everything
Never had love in ways your show'n
& so, I would keep on giving
[Prechorus]
Gave more than I had
I didnt know that
Supposedly
I was meant to hold onto some for me
(& thats why...)
[Chorus]
I forgot that I was,
The woman you fell for
Because I thought,
That Showing up for you
Meant that I needed to,
Sacrifice all the parts of me
You seemed like you hated
Or that made you get frustrated
With me
& thadid what I could to
Make sure I didnt lose you
Body took more than it could bare
Gave up on us before I was aware
That we
Were living in our worst nightmare
[Verse 2]
Fell for eachother, as eachother,
You do you & I'll do me
But kept trying to change into who we believed the other wanted us to be
In the end, ultimately
That fucked us both, equally.
We were supposed to love eachother,
Not fight a war against one another
Or
Constantly be frustrated & sad
- we were meant to understand
Why we did what we did & all the ways that we made each our lives so fucking hard everyday
Til we had to give up cos we'd gone through so much cos the world had already been so fucken rough - on both of us!
[Prechorus]
& thats cos
We didn't know
The love we had wasnt first rate
It was a total shit show
Where we
Cut eachother with words that got sharper than a knife & hurt even harder
Leaving wounds so fucken deep
That the only thing left was for you to leave.
[Chorus]
I forgot the woman you fell for was me
Cos I believed
Showing up for you, meant I needed to,
Sacrifice the parts that seemed
Like you hated me always frustrated at me
So Did what I thought would make sure I didnt lose you
But my body couldn't handle it anymore
[Bridge][heartbreak][
Oo oh oh ohhh
We know, we tried
over & over, again & again
&
Love isn't always enough
It's been blinding us
To stick to vows that we made
Yet constantly continued to break
Why do we keep on pretending
Not to see that obviously
Its time - this is our ending
[Verse 3][rap][fast]
At least we tried our best
It's hurt both of us so much
Now it's time to rest
(We can)
Heal, cry, get angry and try
To move on, to carry on
Feels so fucked up like I wanna die
I can't do it i don't want to i don't know why
I can't breathe , can't sleep, can't eat
I can't be away from you
I can't leave
This wasn't supposed to happen to me
God Dammit! You're my family!
What the hell do I do now!?!
Theres no more you,
I know I gotta stop seeing you
Wanting to be with you, talk to you,
& Share my things with you
No more thinking of you & dreaming of you
& I gotta stop planning my future with you!
Oh my god! The rest of life I was supposed to have with you!!
Gotta let go of that too
You left me & I left you
No idea how to live without you here
Feels so wrong
But its time to say goodbye to fear
& try to carry on
[Outro]
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