[Intro][Loop][melodic trap][emo][heartbreak]
[Hook][soulful female][sass]
I see the boy inside
Try to ignore his mind
I see the fake ass man
Try to understand
Why the boy & the man cant live hand n hand & why the world seems to slam & reprimand
no excuses
you're the one who chooses
to keep causing shit
when its you who can change it
[Verse 1][speed rap][street freestyle]
Why can’t you admit it
You push truth away all day, you avoid it
Get annoyed at it
At yourself for being this way
You have nowhere else to stay
just keep running away
Why don’t you pause for a sec
You look like a wreck
That pain in your neck
It's your Paranoia
sayin get a lawyer
But you gotta leave here
To go get more gear
Or it'll annoy ya
again - til when?
Try pushing on paper with a pen
Get it out, stop holding it in
Cos that shit in your head is poison
more poisonous
than your exes jealous noises
& all the other voices
Yelling you all the choices
Sayin choose one & make
A choice & get out of the FAKE
That fake love & introduce you to love that's real
& take
The chance to heal
& let yourself feel
A True love The True way
not the fuckd up toxic way
You've been shown everyday
In every way it's not ok
[Hook]
I see the boy inside
Try to ignore his mind
I see the fake ass man
Try to understand
How the boy & man can live hand n hand as the world slams & reprimands
no excuses
you're who chooses
to keep doing the shit
Or, change all of it
[Verse 2][fast rap][trap]
Survival mode fully on
The whole time all along
Tryin
To stop you from dyin
Or being the abandoned 1
makes you become
The guy fucking over everyone
thinking youre gonna be done
But youre the enemy, on the run
Tryin to keep safe inside
But you hide
& don't realise
The payoff is
All the good shit you miss
On the otherside
You & your egos pride
Struggled to confide
In anyone & now she's your guide
You broke down you cried
With her you've never lied
With her you fully tried
To not get fried
But for that to work for you
You need her to stop too
She would if she could but cant
request denied
& yes
you bring out the best
Even tho you're both a fuckin mess
Except when youre stressed, you go back to useless
& that's when you give up, you fuck up, you shut up, you get worked up & think shes fed up
But its when you’re too cooked youre the worst
The curse of a life in hell in reverse
Cos you go do shit that could put you in a hearse
Then realise you just made it so much worse
&
if it wasnt too late
You mightve been
Able to see how great
She would've been
For you to date
Even tho you gave her a high heart rate
Her love should've turned to hate
she still chose to patiently wait
For you to show up or wreck it
Wishing you'd step up or check in
You didnt, you left
& maybe now you regret
Losing the best woman you ever met
The greatest love in life
That anyone could ever get
[Hook]
[Outro]
You came back for more
fucked it up again hard core
So Goodbye E
Won't miss you much
Hopefully
But I know for sure that you
You will miss me!
[Hook]
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