[Intro – Spoken / Filtered]
lo-fi phone distortion
Yeah…
You been at this for years, bro
You already are what you scared to post
Just don’t stop now
beat drops
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[Hook / Chorus]
Bitch, I’m a fuck up, yeah, I know
That’s why I get fucked up, on the road
White tee stained, I spill pain in my clothes
Still on the run, foot down, tank on low
Opps tryna catch me, I swerve through the night
Exes still haunt me, can’t sleep, no light
I still fucking hate me, can’t make it right
Bitch, I’m a fuck up—yeah, that’s my life
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[Verse 1]
Seven a.m., I ain’t slept in days
Acid in my throat when I speak my pain
Karma in my shadow, death know my face
Every time I shine, it come with a price
Bitches tryna blind me, get out my sight
No time for love if you not beside
I chase one bag, then another high
Tryna fill holes that won’t stay alive
I wish I wanted a simple life
But I snap too fast, can’t be satisfied
They ask me why, I just laugh and lie
Say I’m okay while my demons drive
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[Pre-Chorus]
Don’t follow me, baby, I’m going to hell
Looking for you in somebody else
Weekends only, I keep love on a shelf
If I let you in, I’d ruin myself
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[Hook / Chorus]
Bitch, I’m a fuck up, yeah, I know
That’s why I get fucked up, on the road
White tee stained, I spill pain in my clothes
Still on the run, foot down, tank on low
Opps tryna catch me, I swerve through the night
Exes still haunt me, can’t sleep, no light
I still fucking hate me, can’t make it right
Bitch, I’m a fuck up—yeah, that’s my life
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[Verse 2]
Nine lives, eight bad habits
Seven witches wanna cast me magic
Five texts I won’t answer back
Three chances gone, can’t manage that
One phone blowing up, starting fights
Over someone I don’t even like
Never wanted fame, just wanted truth
Real pain songs, yeah, that’s my proof
Got LASIK vision, I see through fake
Full metal thoughts when I aim my rage
If I miss once, then I reload
I make real shit, you just play a role
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[Bridge – Melodic / Half-Sung]
I keep running but I’m still the same
Different cities, same damn pain
If I slow down, I feel the flame
So I burn out fast just to feel okay
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[Final Hook / Outro]
Bitch, I’m a fuck up… yeah
Still on the run, still don’t trust love
White tee stained, heart fucked up
Empty tank, but I won’t give up
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