[Hook]
Neon lights, they calling my name
Say “come outside,” but I don’t feel the same
Plastic smiles in a picture-perfect frame
If I go out, I just fade anyway
Neon lights, but I’m stuck in my room
Heartbeat slow like it’s counting my doom
They all alive in the glitter and fumes
I’m just alone in a neon cocoon
[Verse 1]
Phone light buzzing, “you coming tonight?”
I type “maybe” but I’m losing the fight
Closet full but nothing feels right
Pick an outfit just to hide what I’m like
Mirror shows me someone I don’t know
Practice smiles so it don’t show
Every laugh feel staged for the show
Like I’m acting in a life I don’t own
Yeah they dancing while I’m stuck in my head
Got confetti falling down but it’s red
Hear the bass like a pulse from the dead
Every step feel heavy instead
[Hook]
Neon lights, they calling my name
Say “come outside,” but I don’t feel the same
Plastic smiles in a picture-perfect frame
If I go out, I just fade anyway
[Verse 2]
If I stay, then I’m lost in the dark
Same four walls, same hole in my heart
Silence loud, yeah it’s tearing apart
Every thought leave a permanent mark
If I go, I’ll be numb in a crowd
Fake laughs while the music is loud
Say I’m fine just to make them all proud
While I’m screaming but it don’t come out
Pink lights shining, it’s a beautiful lie
Glitter falling like it’s covering cries
They all living, I’m just passing them by
Like a ghost in a body disguised
[Bridge]
Stay inside, I decay
Go outside, I pretend
Either way, I’m the same
Broken loop with no end
[Final Hook]
Neon lights, they calling my name
Say “come outside,” but I don’t feel the same
Plastic smiles in a picture-perfect frame
If I go out, I just fade anyway
Neon lights, but I’m stuck in my room
Heartbeat slow like it’s counting my doom
They all alive in the glitter and fumes
I’m just alone in a neon cocoon
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