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Shh...
Yeah, yeah
I'm underwater...
Drowning in sorrow, mandem[Intro]
*[Verse 1]*
Cold night, streetlights, feelin' numb in my chest
Told myself "man’s good" but I’m barely breathin’
Texts on read, love turned to a lesson
Smilin' for pics but the pain got no caption
Mum say "son pray" but God feel distant
Friends say "man’s lit" but I’m sittin' in silence
Bottle on the table, tryna drown the tension
But the more I sip, the more the sorrow gets mentioned
Demons on my shoulder, talkin’ in a British accent
"Why you even try?" "Nobody’s checkin’"
So I put it in a beat, let the drill do the confessin’
Slide on the beat like I’m tryna find direction
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I’m drownin’ in sorrow, yeah, can’t keep my head above
Waves crashin’ over me, where’s the rope, where’s the love?
Tryna swim to the top but my chest gettin’ heavy
Every time I gasp for air, the dark pull me steady
I’m drownin’ in sorrow, yeah, can’t keep my head above
Cold water in my lungs, still I’m movin’ above[Hook]
*[Verse 2]*
Block was sunny yesterday, today it’s rainin’
Heart on airplane mode, no one’s attainin’
Cut the phone off, can’t deal with the explainin’
They want the old me back, but that version is changin’
Wrote this in my notes at 3AM, no sleepin’
Therapy in the booth, every bar is bleedin’
They see the designer but they don’t see the season
That I spent in my room tryna find a reason
No flex, just stress, no opps, just pressure
If I go quiet for a week, check if I’m still here
But I’m still here... just underwater
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I’m drownin’ in sorrow, yeah, can’t keep my head above
Waves crashin’ over me, where’s the rope, where’s the love?
Tryna swim to the top but my chest gettin’ heavy
Every time I gasp for air, the dark pull me steady
I’m drownin’ in sorrow, yeah, can’t keep my head above[Hook]
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Yeah...
If you feel me, put a 💧 in the chat
I’m still swimmin’...[Outro]
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