Hell’s Gates

I’d take it all back if I knew back then, how you would turn out and how it would all end, but I can’t go back just like that night I fuked yo friend, you think I loss you but for me it was a win, I been stacking these checks everyday I hit the gym, lifting these weights, I can’t change our fates, thought we were at heavens door but it was really hells gates, it was so deceiving like the good place, there is no in-between, it was either love or hate when it came to you and me, so many fuking signs I should have fuking seen, thought it was love but you were slithering in the green, waiting to strike, I regret the day I made you my wife, I wish you had never entered my life, supposed to bring peace but all you brought was strife, I’d take it all back if I knew back then, how you would turn out and how it would all end, but I can’t go back just like that night I fuked yo friend, you think I loss you but for me it was a win, I been stacking these checks everyday I hit the gym your fuked in the head, I think you need meds, or do us all a favor and take your life instead, I don’t wanna be alive but I wish that you were dead, we were all gas no brakes with nowhere to vent steam, I try to stay calm but all you do is scream, at the kids at me, your truly fuking evil one day I hope you see, we coulda be great, but you’d rather be fake, every truth I told every lie you create, just fuel the flame, let it all burn I’ll take the blame, out of the ashes the phoenix marks a new day, whole new chapter all I had to do was turn the page, found peace in myself something you cannot take away, I won’t play your game , I’d take it all back if I knew back then, how you would turn out and how it would all end, but I can’t go back just like that night I fuked yo friend, you think I loss you but for me it was a win, I been stacking these checks everyday I hit the gym your fuked in the head, I think you need meds, or do us all a favor and take your life instead, I don’t wanna be alive but I wish that you were dead, i know that it was rough, but I always did enough, when it was your turn you faded into dust, you can try to blame me with your mistrust, but you were the one fuking two men at once