Stuck

To Any man who can relate, stuck with A woman that you hate, just so you can see your kids everyday, I know it’s rough and I commemorate , that’s a tough decision that you make, give up your life, just to do what’s right, every single fucking day filled with strife, all because of the one that you call your wife, can’t be your own man you gotta sacrifice, you do it for the kids and man that’s aight, you hope she’ll change, but 3 years later she’s exactly the same, you do so much and everything she say, but it still goes to hell at the end of the day, why is that how can it be, why is it everything is always on me, you don’t got a job and the house ain’t clean, probably cause on your phone playing make believe, making up shit about a bitch named Emily , man fuck this shit it really ain’t meant to be, you know it’s gonna hurt but you know you gotta leave, it hurts so fucking much breaking up the family , so you fucking stay instead of fucking leave, oh my god it’s killing me , why the fuck can’t you let me breath, I just want to love this life I have, but all you ever do is nag, always up my ass, 14 hour shift and the kids still get a bath, by me you never had to ask, now you struggling bad, you told me the kids don’t miss me and they don’t mention dad, but on the day :that we meet : you pull up you put the car in park, I walk up In The dark my daughter see me and there’s that spark, her face lights up she throws her arms, smile on her face man it breaks my heart, look to the right empty car seat you didn’t bring my son , and that hurts bad, it’s not my fault that our bloods don’t match, now you wanna keep him from me cause you mad , fuck you bitch that was our business we were supposed to keep em outta that, but as soon as we split, you did what you did, I hope you know I hate yo ass for it, and that’s a strong a word yes I know , but I hope to god it shows, I never felt like this for a friend or for a foe, your the only one in this world who will ever really know, what it’s like to be hated by me, you get the side nobody else has ever seen, I don’t want revenge cause that shit ain’t sweet, i just want you to stay the fuck away from me, let me be, Bitch we’re done you got no control left over me, I’ve found my peace, may have took a few weeks but I’m back up on my feet,