My past is knocking on my door the people I ignored are in my thoughts more and more,I never should’ve pushed them away my friends of yesterday are now the ghosts that haunt me today,yeah they’re affecting how I’m feeling affecting how I’m sleeping and now I’m thinking,about all of my mistakes I wish I never made but the worst part is I haven’t amended a single thing and now it’s finally catching up to me…. Cause every night’s like,crawling into bed sleeping with my regrets it’s a cluster in my head I can’t even comprehend, all of the voices in my mind shouting from all sides can’t separate the truth from the lies it’s a blurry line,and all of my regrets are pilling upon my chest now it’s hard to even take a breath every night it’s the same mess, it’s crawling into bed sleeping with my regrets sleeping with my regrets sleeping with my regrets….so many things I wish I never did I wish I could forget because it decays in the head,it’s a constant nightmare but honestly it’s fair because I made every decision out of fear,yeah I pushed away the girl I loved cause I was too afraid to trust now it’s just I instead of us,and it’s all my fault I always put up walls should’ve let the people I love get involved but I always declined the call…. And now every nights like, crawling into bed sleeping with my regrets it’s a cluster in my head I can’t even comprehend, all of the voices in my mind shouting from all sides can’t separate the truth from the lies it’s a blurry line,and all of my regrets are pilling upon my chest now it’s hard to even take a breath every night it’s the same mess,it’s crawling into bed sleeping with my regrets sleeping with my regrets sleeping with my regrets…I hate my past I hate my past cause it’s all a pile of trash I shouldn’t have done that and I should’ve done this I wanna run it back and live a life of happiness but that’s just ignorance the reality is….that every night’s like,crawling into bed sleeping with my regrets it’s a cluster in my head I can’t even comprehend,(have people talking in the background and have them gradually get louder) all of the voice-voice-voice-voices in my mind shouting from all sides can’t separate the truth from the lies it’s a blurry line,and all of my regrets are pilling upon my chest now it’s hard to even take a breath every night it’s the same mess, it’s crawling into bed sleeping with my regrets it’s a cluster in my head I can’t even comprehend,crawling into bed sleeping with my regrets sleeping with my regrets sleeping with my regrets….
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