Never Confess

Wasting time, 
Yeah I can’t get enough,
Longing for a place to hide,
I Hit the vape, I need that puff,

Smoking marijuana,
Playing that Nirvana,
Wearing a sweater n jeans to bed like pajamas,
Another day rises with the sun and it’s filled with drama,

Got some sins but to God I’ll never confess,
Doesn’t matter how much I yell it remains echoless,
All the problems I occur get re-addressed,
I may be alive but don’t feel blessed,
Trying to live now with no regrets,
Just wanna leave behind the days where I’m possessed,

Moved to Arizona now I wake up at 4am,
Go to bed when I once stayed awake,
All I do is make mistakes,
Run run run no I don’t hit the breaks, (hit the breaks)
Gotta stay alive no matter how bad it aches,
Gotta stay alive no matter what Satan takes,
I know I’m damned, But I’m in the room forming a plan,
Need to grow and expand,
My feelings matter but I don’t care,
Stopped worrying about the damage I’ll have to repair,
On a journey to find what’s not there,
Writing all these words in the lair,
Got all these scars that need to be mended,
It’s so sad if you think I’m offended,
I know I’m not performing at my best,
A heart still beats inside my chest,
Another day comes with this never ending contest,
Playing my video games after work just to decompress,
These rhymes come and go so I write it out to release my stress,

Got some sins but to God I’ll never confess,
Doesn’t matter how much I yell it remains echoless,
All the problems I occur get re-addressed,
I may be alive but don’t feel blessed,
Trying to live now with no regrets,
Just wanna leave behind the days where I’m possessed,

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