Run

Chills on my spine I feel it in the air that voice in my mind is starting to reappear I close my eyes but I still feel him near,yeah how did he come back I thought I left him in the past I’m starting to relapse my heart is starting to turn black,I gotta runaway I can’t go back to those days I’ve made to much change and I can’t let it go to waste but I’m starting think it’s to late I’m feeling his decay I’m backsliding to my old ways,(pre chorus)yeah not again not again gotta go gotta go can’t let him in can’t let him in hit the road hit the road leave me alone leave me alone,(piano and violin note and bass on every rhyme) and I gotta run run run I can’t let my darkness catch up gotta duck duck duck can’t let my mind get stuck yeah gotta run run run gotta run run run but I can’t escape the dark dark dark it’s doesn’t matter how far far far I run run run I can’t get help help help I run run run but I can’t run from myself….I hate that this is part of me cause it’s who I used to be and it’s everything I hate I didn’t want to relive those memories so I hide them deep but now their knocking at my place,(evil voice male)hello,(rap) now I’m going back into time to those restless nights where I got abused by my mind I hated my life I was tempted by the knife I had nobody by my side it was only me myself and I so honestly I was stupid for thinking I could hide,a part of me that I don’t want to talk about a part of me that I thought I buried in the ground but now’s he’s come back around and he wants to bring me back down,(pre chorus) yeah not again not again gotta go gotta go can’t let him in can’t let him in hit the road hit the road leave me alone leave me alone, (piano and violin note and bass on every rhyme) I gotta run run run I can’t let my darkness catch up gotta duck duck duck can’t let my mind get stuck yeah gotta run run run gotta run run run but I can’t escape the dark dark dark it’s doesn’t matter how far far far I run run run I can’t get help help help I run run run but I can’t run from myself….I feel so helpless it’s taken control my depression it turns everything into a weapon and uses it on me and it’s screams (dark scary voice)you’re so weak You’re nothing You’ll never be happy And you don’t even want be (Back to normal singing dead pan voice) That’s not true I gotta get away from you I have to…. run run run I can’t let my darkness catch up gotta duck duck duck can’t let my mind get stuck yeah gotta run run run gotta run run run but I can’t escape the dark dark dark it’s doesn’t matter how far far far I run run run I can’t get help help help I run run run but I can’t run from myself