Break

I try to run but i never make it far cause I got chaines on my heart I try to chase a spark but it always flickers away and then I'm back in the dark and it's all too familiar this constant fear that's always near just can't beat the man in the mirror,yeah he always wins no matter what the dark side of me is too much this feeling of not being enough feel it my gut just wanna give up....(pre chorus) cause I'm so sick of making the same mistakes I'll go a day and make a change but it never lasts I always (chorus have ice breaking in the background on the rhymes)break break break break nowhere is safe safe safe safe my vices find a way way way way to come back what am I supposed to do tried everything but still no breakthrough I do everything right but it still comes out wrong in this forever dusk it'll never be dawn wanna see the light of day but it never comes I wanna be strong but I always break break break break I always.... Do what I do best which is giving in to the stress I try not to obsess but the OCD is in charge it determines what’s next,I can’t stop overanalyzing every single thing it’s paralyzing it’s got me going insane I can’t control the thoughts in my brain, yeah he always wins no matter what the dark side of me is too much this feeling of not being enough feel it my gut just wanna give up….. (pre chorus) cause I'm so sick of making the same mistakes I'll go a day and make a change but it never lasts I always (chorus have ice breaking in the background on the rhymes) break break break break nowhere is safe safe safe safe my vices find a way way way way to come back what am I supposed to do tried everything but still no breakthrough I do everything right but it still comes out wrong in this forever dusk it'll never be dawn wanna see the light of day but it never comes I wanna be strong but I always break break break break I always.... Take one step forward then two steps back one happy moment that gets countered by two bad I feel like I’m not even walking my own path I’m being forced by something that something that…. (chorus have ice breaking in the background on the rhymes) I always break break break break nowhere is safe safe safe safe my vices find a way way way way to come back what am I supposed to do tried everything but still no breakthrough I do everything right but it still comes out wrong in this forever dusk it'll never be dawn wanna see the light of day but it never comes I wanna be strong but I always break break break break I always break