Giving you me, letting you in
Biggest mistake of my life
Oh I, I, I let you into my space into my life
You put you hands inside my head
Changed the wires in my brain
Made me disconnect
All the fights and the long nights
You made me change the way I see things
Went from good to bad so fast
It doesn’t register anymore inside of me
My sense of danger my warnings signs
They aren’t fast enough to save me these nights
Break me, make me see what hell is like
Do your worst we both know I
I won’t leave
You’ll tell me it’s my fault so many times
Eventually I’ll start to believe
And I know in the back it all
This is all so wrong
You have beauty in you
But you use it to hide the bad things you do
You work wonders for some
While you turn around and break me
I stopped seeing you for what you was
I held on to what I needed you to be
The switch in my head for connection
The lever for all my feelings is broken
It’s sparkin and smokin
can’t turn it off
Can’t turn it on
You broke that part of me
So I couldn’t see straight
So you could keep me inside of this cage
You had you hands inside my heart
Always tearing it apart
So I wouldn’t feel the pain
Until it was too late
Ive met you angel in your ear
But Ive met the devil on your shoulder through every tear you made me cry
Every time you chose to lie
To try and deceive me
I’ll never forget how you gave me distance every time all I needed was love
And you made me believe I’ll never be good enough
Even with you gone I still hear your voice in my head
You tell me I’m nothing
That I’m not enough
Say that I’m not worth your love
Tell me I’m useless
A waste of your time
And tell me that I’m the worst thing in your life
Tell I’m the worst person that you know
Say that all I do is hurt everyone
Tell me how I’m selfish and don’t deserve my life
Do your worst you can’t reach me this time
No no no
For all of the pain you taught me so much
I learned how to be kind from watching you hate
Oh so Break me, make me see what hell is like
Do your worst cause I know this time
I’m not staying to feel the sting
You’ll tell me it’s my fault, try to make me believe
But I know it’s wrong and I’m finally done
you use good deeds to hide your hate
You are my weakness and my worst heart break
I’ll hear your voice forever while you don’t care bout what you did to me
