Oh no not again
Think I’m really feeling it
Stupid dumb little me falling for somebody I can’t keep
Caught my attention didn’t catch there’s
One sided feeling growing from nowhere
Why do I always end up in these situations
My just me little infatuations
First glance taken back
Already sinking
Oh and you tall men, curly hair, stunning eyes
I Keep staring stop it, stupid girl
Get a freaking grip
Could you be more obvious
Yes I’m in love with everything about him but no way I’ll ever say nothing or maybe I will
But I’m at least smart enough to know boys like him don’t go for girls like me even if I told him I’m just me
Awkward, weird, lives inside my head
I know I’m Not interesting
I’m not super exciting
I’m not really pretty
no flawless silky skin
I don’t like my body and I’m not some skinny little girl
I’m no dream girl Barbie silhouette
I don’t dress up, not one to impress
I tell myself every time I know they won’t like me and they never do.
I’ve tried to tell them, express my feelings before
It always ends with me lonely and feeling so stupid
I guess I’m to much or just not enough for no one
I don’t even know how I messed up so much
I’ll find someone I like and spend all my time texting and talking leading me on just to be nothing oh I can’t no more
Talkin every day only to get ghosted for a month
Thought that you liked me but you didn’t care at all
Why am I always having one sided feeling for people that I’ll never have
I get invested I get obsessed while they go and live not a worry in their heads
Why is it my feelings always being played with I’m the one left in pieces, why am I always the only one who cares to talk who wants to see you
Oh please just tell me what do I have to do? How do I find someone who wants me to?
Oh someone who thinks that I’m funny and waits for my reply’s
Who texts me first and always wants to be by my side
Where are the boys who really want a girl and not just a new toy?
