Heavy feeling in my bones
The more I grow the less I know
Seeing the world in monochrome
Life’s lost its color
lost all its luster
Falling backwards
Feel the cracks in my skin
put me into a spin
Can’t do this again
All over again
Reminds me of back in the day
back in the days when
Life was simple didn’t have to to cut out of a box
they shoving me into something I’m not
Made me change
Made me break
Took away all the shine
Wore me down with life
Where did it go all of the golden days
The riches we had weren’t made of green bills
To measure our worth
We could be rich with so little
No need for the most
Getting by on a budget but still living life
Tell me how do I reach it
back to how it was then
When I was doing fine
Wasn’t falling into the haze
Back to simplicity
The easy joy I used to see
Didn’t have to fight to feel
Used to be sure I was real
Rocking my my world
I feel it coming
Will I last through this storm
Time to count my blessings
Put your hands up to pray
Ask the father to if he could take me away
Is it my time to go
Life’s just feeling to hard today
Take me back to the days
When I was a kid
It wasn’t perfect I know
But it didn’t feel like this
Take me back to before
When I didn’t understand
The meaning of dark, cold and cruel
When lonely and lost didn’t have their own place in my mind
Take me back to then
When my brother was by my side
Before we parted and I lost sight
Back when I didn’t see the world in black and white
Everything’s losing color
I’m loosing perspective
Thinking in shades of gray now
Instead of dreaming of a brighter life
Oh don’t tell me why it was worth it
Don’t say I needed to grow as a person
I’ve grown so far from who I was
Please just take me back
I don’t wanna grow up anymore
The world keeps getting darker
Dreams are going monochrome
The filter of my world
I don’t know
Take it back
I miss the greens and the blues of sky and sea
The blooms in the summer
The leaves in the fall
I miss the world I used to call
My own, my home, don’t go no
Before the light left me
Before my heart broke
Before I lost everything I used to know
Take me
