Feel like I’m drifting
Don’t know where I’ll be found I’ve lost myself
Oh tell me please, can you really see me
Cause I’m looking and I can’t find a thing
Staring in the mirror don’t see no one
Where did I go? What have I become
What happened to what I was
I don’t know when
I’ve just been drifting through my days
it’s been a blur for awhile
So please I ask you show me your world
Take me somewhere that I’ve never been before
Show me what I’ve never seen something more
I wanna feel something before I loose me for good
I told you I’m drifting I’m falling please
So close to the edge but You say that I’m fine
Tell me that im overreacting and to calm my troubled mind
You say im stressed to go get some rest
promising that I’ll feel better
But nothing has changed
still feel me drift away
You ask me what’s wrong, say I’m acting strange
well darling I do agree but why I can’t say
Things just feel wrong
There’s a shift in the air
Oh ah oh-uh tell me do you oh oh uh-oh
Wake up confused didn’t remember where I was
It’s getting worse I think
Loosing track of time
All my focus is gone
Don’t know what I’m doing anymore
Where have I been I couldn’t say
Lost in my head I suppose
I sit in empty rooms and think for hrs
Tracking down my own thoughts lost them somewhere through the hr
Mama says I’m being dramatic
Tells me to stop fishing for attention
I still don’t understand what she means
My head feels so empty I can barely think
It makes her more angry I look at her confused now she’s screaming I’m crying can’t give the answers to her questions
What’s wrong with you she bellows at me
I messed up raising a girl like you
your so selfish she screams at me
Stop being stupid, Don’t be so useless
Stop wasting everyone’s time
I cry in silence You’d think it’d make feel somethin
but though there’s tears leaking from my eyes
My expression blank and I don’t speak
She throws her hands to the air says she’s giving up on me
Calling me worthless and storming away
further I sink the less you seem to care
Days are so quiet I wake alone no one’s home
Guess I’ll go back to bed to find some feelin
To Dream of a world where I’m not so empty
Dream of a place where I’m not struggling
Of a place where people love
It’s okay just turn away don’t acknowledge the space you lay between us
Still not sure why. got no one to talk to about how I feel
Cut off from everyone Mama says I’m not well. she doesn’t want people to see me
Say okay go back to sleep
I know I’m lonely but I just feel numb
I’m bored all alone so I drift off again
To dream of feeling
To dream of life
One I don’t have, i pray one day I might
Drained, numb to the mental games you play
She doesn’t scream as much if I don’t react
So I’ll sit in silence
pray of days when I don’t feel like this
Hmmm hmm oh-uh oh
Don’t you know
You’ve already broken me congratulations
You can stop yelling now tell what you’d like
Say it’s my fault I’m awful that won’t change things
Don’t care anymore
