For you

When I decided to write this song for you, you were laying on my chest and I was kissing your head while you were trying to get up like a good baby. You were almost 2 months old and I was looking at you thinking “is this really my baby? how lucky am I?” Your eyes, your chubby cheeks, your baby hands and feet, your eyebrows and eyelashes. I loved taking care of you, bathing you, giving you massages, feeding you, playing with you, and so much more. My pregnancy with you was harder than I imagined but I loved the thought of growing a little human inside of me, it’s incredible. Even if my pregnancy was hard and even if I had do give up a lot of things, I did it because I wanted you in my life now and forever. Since the moment I saw you, I said “it was all worth it”, you became the most beautiful thing that ever happened to me. I remember how I looked at you when you were born and said “hi mommy” and the special feeling that filled my heart. And right after that day I cried so much because I was  so scared of losing you, you had become the most precious thing in my life. I would cry whenever you cry nonstop, I would have mental breakdowns when you were not feeling well because I couldn’t do anything about it, I would blame myself for whatever I ate or drank even though the doctor told me that all babies are like that. You were the little angel that came from heaven to give my life brightness when I was lost. I could never get enough of your baby smiles, especially when you were looking at me while smiling, it was like you were talking to me through them. I can’t even count how many kisses I give you in a day. My whole life changed since you came. Last Christmas in 2022, when I found out I was pregnant with you, I stayed up all night because I was so overwhelmed with happiness. I couldn’t sleep, I cried and kept thinking about how I was going to tell your dad about you. And his reaction was absolutely priceless. The moment we knew you were a girl, your dad started crying and said that he’ll protect you with everything. You became his little princess. Seeing how he takes care of you, talks to you, plays with you, it all melts my heart - a king with his princess, I couldn’t ask for more. You were a dream that came true. I can’t wait to see your future, seeing you walk and hearing you talk, becoming a toddler and learning how to write and read, becoming a teen and choosing your study, becoming an adult, getting a job, finding love and getting married and having kids - all to simply see you successful and happy. We love you to a point that words could not describe. Me and your dad will be there for you, take care of you and help you with everything that we have. We promise to protect you till the last day of our lives. We love you our beautiful angel.

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