[Verse 1 – cold, simmering, detached anger]
No, I’m not jealous of you
Don’t flatter yourself
I’ve seen envy before
This isn’t that hell
It’s the way you smile
Like you won something clean
When your hands are still red
From what you did to her dreams
[Pre-Chorus – rising tension, slow, almost whispering but intense]
You wear it like a trophy
Like it didn’t cost a life
Like another woman’s breaking
Was the highlight of your night
[Chorus – venomous, melodic, confident, full voice with sharp phrasing]
I’m not jealous, I’m disgusted
By the pride in what you’ve done
You stood tall in her sorrow
Like you’d already won
You can laugh, you can flaunt it
But truth keeps a receipt
You were the cause of her pain
And I promise—
You’ll pay for it
[Verse 2 – deliberate, almost conversational, dripping contempt]
You talk like you’re fearless
Like karma’s a lie
But I’ve watched crowns crumble
From that same kind of pride
You mistook being chosen
For being right
But borrowed joy always
Collects with time
[Pre-Chorus – same as before, building intensity]
Every tear you ignored
Every line that you crossed
You don’t escape the balance
You just delay the cost
[Chorus – full power, assertive, with slight rasp for emotion]
I’m not jealous, I’m disgusted
By the way you feel no shame
You built joy on destruction
Then smiled through the flames
You can run, you can spin it
Say it wasn’t that deep
But you were the cause of her pain
And someday—
It’ll circle back to you
[Bridge – spoken-word intensity, breathy, chilling, intimate but cutting]
I don’t need revenge
I don’t need to attack
Life has a way
Of remembering that
What you celebrate now
Will be what breaks you apart
You don’t outrun consequence
You just meet it where you are
[Final Chorus – triumphant, cold fury, soaring but precise]
I’m not jealous, I’m disgusted
That you thought this made you strong
You mistook someone’s suffering
For a win you could flaunt
So go on, hold your head high
While the truth sharpens its teeth
You were the cause of her pain
And just like you gave it—
You’ll pay for it
[Outro – quiet, chilling, reflective, fading]
No jealousy
Just clarity
And time
Does the rest
