Porcelain Heart

Verse 1

I bite my tongue when you say her name

Like it doesn’t still taste like shame

I learned how to smile in the mirror

While my thoughts get louder, clearer

I wear my sadness like perfume

Hope you choke when you walk through the room

You say you’re fine, I know you lie

I memorized the look in your eyes

Pre-Chorus

I keep my secrets in my veins

Let them hurt just to feel okay

If loving you is a crime

Then I’ve been guilty all this time

Chorus

I’ve got a porcelain heart, don’t touch

You say you care but it hurts too much

I fall apart when I feel your breath

Like I’m dancing real close to death

You pull me in, then let me go

Say it’s love but you don’t really know

I’m breaking slow, don’t you see

You’re the worst thing that happened to me

Verse 2

I sleep with lights on, door unlocked

Still feel alone with all my thoughts

You promised me forever once

Now forever feels like a bluff

I trace your name on my own skin

Like maybe pain will let you in

You call me crazy, say I’m too deep

But you’re the reason I can’t sleep

Pre-Chorus

I made a home inside your mess

Now I’m choking on what you left

You say I’m hard to love

Maybe I just love too much

Chorus

I’ve got a porcelain heart, don’t touch

You say you care but it hurts too much

I fall apart when I feel your breath

Like I’m dancing real close to death

You pull me in, then let me go

Say it’s love but you don’t really know

I’m breaking slow, don’t you see

You’re the worst thing that happened to me

Bridge

If I disappear tonight

Would you even notice the quiet?

I’m screaming but I stay polite

‘Cause hurting pretty feels right

Final Chorus (Soft → Big)

I’ve got a porcelain heart, it cracks

Every time you don’t come back

I gave you love, you gave me scars

Now I don’t know who we are

I’m letting go, even if it bleeds

‘Cause loving you is killing me

I’ll survive, just barely breathe

Without you breaking me

Outro

Porcelain heart

Porcelain me