Verse 1
I bite my tongue when you say her name
Like it doesn’t still taste like shame
I learned how to smile in the mirror
While my thoughts get louder, clearer
I wear my sadness like perfume
Hope you choke when you walk through the room
You say you’re fine, I know you lie
I memorized the look in your eyes
Pre-Chorus
I keep my secrets in my veins
Let them hurt just to feel okay
If loving you is a crime
Then I’ve been guilty all this time
Chorus
I’ve got a porcelain heart, don’t touch
You say you care but it hurts too much
I fall apart when I feel your breath
Like I’m dancing real close to death
You pull me in, then let me go
Say it’s love but you don’t really know
I’m breaking slow, don’t you see
You’re the worst thing that happened to me
Verse 2
I sleep with lights on, door unlocked
Still feel alone with all my thoughts
You promised me forever once
Now forever feels like a bluff
I trace your name on my own skin
Like maybe pain will let you in
You call me crazy, say I’m too deep
But you’re the reason I can’t sleep
Pre-Chorus
I made a home inside your mess
Now I’m choking on what you left
You say I’m hard to love
Maybe I just love too much
Chorus
I’ve got a porcelain heart, don’t touch
You say you care but it hurts too much
I fall apart when I feel your breath
Like I’m dancing real close to death
You pull me in, then let me go
Say it’s love but you don’t really know
I’m breaking slow, don’t you see
You’re the worst thing that happened to me
Bridge
If I disappear tonight
Would you even notice the quiet?
I’m screaming but I stay polite
‘Cause hurting pretty feels right
Final Chorus (Soft → Big)
I’ve got a porcelain heart, it cracks
Every time you don’t come back
I gave you love, you gave me scars
Now I don’t know who we are
I’m letting go, even if it bleeds
‘Cause loving you is killing me
I’ll survive, just barely breathe
Without you breaking me
Outro
Porcelain heart
Porcelain me
Jennifer_Quinn
