Ashes in My Veins by PUFFER - Zona

Ashes in My Veins

Track · Jan 1, 2026 · English

Ashes in My Veins

Duration

3:27

Language

English

Lyrics

[Intro]

"[low vocal register]‘Be sober, be vigilant

because your adversary the devil walks about like a roaring lion

seeking whom he may devour.’

First Peter five, verse eight.[/low vocal register]"

[Verse 1]

Yeah

I been chasin' every high to hide the comedown

Bottle by the bed like it’s my hometown

Pills on the sink, pain in the mirror

Red eyes, black bags, but the shame looks clearer

You left, I fell

Straight through the floorboards

Traded your touch

For poison I could afford

Said I’d "call you later"

Then I called my dealer

Lost your number

Found a needle, thought that made me realer

Mama prayin’ in the kitchen, hands shakin' on the plate

I’m swearin’ I’ll be different, but I’m showin' up late

Heartbreak had me drownin', tried to drink the whole tide

Now the ocean in my chest tryna swallow my pride

[Chorus]

I put ashes in my veins just to feel your ghost

Loved that hurt me most, yeah, I made it my host

Now I’m crawlin’ from the dark, tryna climb this flame

Sobriety my weapon, and I’m fightin’ my name

‘Cause I was in love with the pain, with the pain (yeah)

Swore I needed all that chaos just to stay sane

Now I’m breakin’ every chain that I wrapped ‘round my life

Gettin’ over you, gettin’ over this vice

[Verse 2]

Every text I didn’t send turned to tabs on my tongue

Every "I miss you" unsaid turned to smoke in my lungs

I was married to the memory, divorced from myself

Signed my soul to the poison, put my heart on the shelf

I ain’t blame you for the damage, but you lit up the fuse

When you walked, I walked too, straight into abuse

Of my body, of my mind, of my time on this earth

Turned a breakup to a burial, forgot my own worth

[whispered vocals]Temptation at the party, in the car, in my phone[/whispered vocals]

Everywhere I look, devil sayin’, "You alone"

But that verse in my head like a siren at night

Be sober, be watchful, yeah, I gotta keep fight

Started pourin' out the bottles like I’m drownin' the past

Blocked the numbers that would gladly see me gone in a flash

Now the only thing I chase is some peace and a plan

I ain’t need another hit, I need a second chance

[Chorus]

[Bridge]

[soft, almost spoken]

I forgave you

So I could finally forgive me

I buried every pill with the letters you wrote

Let the rain hit the dirt

Washed the hurt from my throat

I’m still tempted

Every time I hear your song in a store

Every time I pass the street

Where you slammed that door

But I’d rather face that ache

With a clear-eyed view

Than trade my whole future

For one more taste of you

[crescendo]

So if I say "I’m done"

That don’t mean I’m never weak

It just means that when I’m shaking

I know Who I seek

[Chorus]

Style

rapmoody storytelling rap over dramatic piano and cinematic drums; sparse first verse then biggerchoir-like hooks. aggressive double-time pockets in spotsraw male vocals with whispered ad-libs and layered harmonies on the chorus. sub-bass swells under confessional bars; subtle church organ and distant choir pads bloom in the bridge for a redemption arc.

Prompt

Make a rap song in the style of Dax, talking about sobriety, and drug addiction and getting over the love of your life, make the intro a bible verse relating to the themes

Credits

Prompt byPUFFER

GeneratedJan 1, 2026

ModelAria v5