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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Ash in the tray, same sweatshirt
Phone on mute, blinds half shut
Thought I found peace in a rolled-up leaf
Whole day disappeared in a paper cup
I was floating, sort of
Slow motion on the sofa
Laughing at the ceiling, talking to the wall
Till my heart hit the gas and my lungs hit a stall
Clock hands melting, room got thin
Every little noise felt like it crawled on my skin
Hands got numb, I could taste my fear
Tried to stand up, but my legs weren't here
[Chorus]
I used green to get away from everything
Now I'm buried in the smoke that I was cherishing
Face down on the floor, I can’t catch a breath
Said I just want a break, got a date with death
I used green to turn the volume down
Now I'm drowning in the quiet, can’t hear a sound
She walked in, saw me shaking, said "What did you do?"
I broke down in the ruin that I ran to
[Verse 2]
I remember her keys in the hallway
Little jingle cut through the thunder in my chest
Door swung wide, light hit my eyes
I was curled like a child, shirt soaked, a mess
She dropped her bag, knees hit the carpet
"Baby, breathe with me," but I swear I couldn't start it
Snot on my sleeve, sweat on my face
I kept saying "I'm sorry" like it might erase
[low vocal register]
She saw the empty jars on the nightstand
Receipts, burnt tips, plans I never planned
Her voice cracked, "Is this how you disappear?"
Tears on her chin, but she pulled me near
[Bridge]
[whispered vocals] Inhale, exhale
She counted on her fingers while my ribs set sail
Said, "If you can't stand life, lean on me instead"
But I'd already built this kingdom in my head
I chased out every feeling with a bitter little bloom
Till the only thing left was me shaking in a room
Her arms around my shoulders, my ghosts between us
And all I ever wanted was a way to leave us
[Chorus]
Details
GeneratedJan 2, 2026
Duration2:32
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Moody boom-bap with detuned piano loop and distant vinyl hiss, male vocals. Verses stay intimate and breathy over minimal drums and deep sub, overdubs whispering key phrases. Hook swells with layered, slightly distorted harmonies and a low, church-choir pad, then drops back down to a bare kick and piano for the last lines, letting the vocal crack and hang in the air., sad
Credits
Prompt byPUFFER
ModelAria v5
Prompt
A rap song about how I used weed to escape reality and have really bad panic attacks until my girl walked in on one make it sad and tragic
