[Intro]
Yeah
Only one who knows
Uh
[Verse 1]
Scrollin through the chaos
Headlines heavy in my phone
Everybody sound certain
But inside we all feel alone
Preacher got a program
Guru got a “secret code”
Friends talk like prophets
But they guessing in the dark, they don’t know
Mom said “fake it till you make it”
I tried, almost lost my soul
Smiling in the photos
Heart colder than the kitchen floor
Questions in my chest
Like “what’s this all for?”
Then I hit my knees, low whisper
“God, you know more”
[Chorus]
God is the only one who knows
Every tear I never let show
Every why that’s stuck in my throat
Every road, where it bends, where it goes
God is the only one who knows
When I’m high, when I’m broke, when I’m close
To the edge, to the fall, to the smoke
Only one, only one who knows
[Verse 2]
They say “trust the process”
Cool, but who designed the plan?
If I’m just some atoms
Why I feel this in my hands?
Why I feel that heat
When I’m reaching for your span?
When I’m drowning in my doubts
But somehow I, somehow I still stand
Therapist talk, that helps
But there’s weight they can’t hold
’Cause they never saw my childhood
Silent wars inside my home
You were there in the quiet
Every slammed door, every blow
You were writing in the margins
Stuff my memory won’t even show
My past like a puzzle
Pieces buried in the snow
You see clear through the blizzard
Every footprint, every ghost
So I rap what I can see
But my vision so small, so low
You beyond what I can speak
Still you whisper, “I know”
[Chorus]
God is the only one who knows
Every tear I never let show
Every why that’s stuck in my throat
Every road, where it bends, where it goes
God is the only one who knows
When I’m high, when I’m broke, when I’m close
To the edge, to the fall, to the smoke
Only one, only one who knows
[Bridge]
[low vocal register] I don’t know tomorrow
I barely know today
I can’t see the ending
You already on that page
I don’t know the reason
You still move in all my pain
So I ride with the questions
While I call on your name
[Chorus]