Demons in My Drink by PUFFER - Zona

Demons in My Drink

Track · Jan 1, 2026 · English

Demons in My Drink

Duration

4:05

Language

English

Lyrics

[Intro]

I was sipping just to sleep

Then I woke up in a war

Thought your love would be my cure

Turned out you were the trigger

[Verse 1]

Met you on a broke day

Pocket lint, big dreams, small pay

You laughed at my cheap café

Called me "rich in the wrong way"

We were floor mattress

Takeout boxes, late August

You traced scars on my arms

Said, "You’re more than what they marked"

You saw gold in my rust

Turned my "someday" into "us"

I swore if I lost you

I would lose the better half of me

[Chorus]

I fell so hard, I hit the bottle

You walked away, I hit the floor

Demons in my drink, they tried to swallow

Every piece of me you loved before

I almost died tryna drown that sorrow

Begging yesterday to open up the door

I fell so hard, I broke the throttle

Now I’m fighting for a reason to restore

[Verse 2]

You left on a cold Thursday

Note on the counter, half-page

Said you couldn’t fight my rage

Said you’re tired of my "almost change"

I was blaming all the bad days

On the world, on the bills, on the heartbreaks

Really it was me in the glass

Chasing comfort in the poison I made

Hit the floor in the kitchen

Face numb, heart itching

Friends calling, I ditch it

Rather talk to the rim, keep sipping

I saw my father in the mirror

Red eyes, hands shaking near

Thought I’d never be that man

Then I watched him reappear

[Chorus]

I fell so hard, I hit the bottle

You walked away, I hit the floor

Demons in my drink, they tried to swallow

Every piece of me you loved before

I almost died tryna drown that sorrow

Begging yesterday to open up the door

I fell so hard, I broke the throttle

Now I’m fighting for a reason to restore

[Bridge]

[low vocal register]

Every shot, little suicide

Every laugh, just a camouflage

Every text I never sent you

Sat unsent like a sabotage

I heard your name in the ice clink

Saw your face in the slow sink

Felt my chest start to cave in

Heard my own heart say "I think

This is it"—[whispered vocals] then a spark

From a somewhere in the dark

Mama’s voice, my little sister

Saying, "We can’t bury who you are"

[Verse 3]

So I poured it down the drain

Like a funeral for my shame

Sat shaking in that silence

Let the hurt call out my name

Therapy on the weekdays

Staring down at all my weak ways

Telling strangers how I bled

So I don’t bleed out the same way

I ain’t perfect, I ain’t holy

Still get tempted by the old me

But I’d rather feel this pain

Than feel nothing, dying slowly

If you see me in the future

Know I climbed out of that grave

Yeah, I lost the love I worshipped

But I kept the life she tried to save

[Chorus]

Style

rapmoody boom-bap with darkdetuned piano and distant vocal chopsmale vocals. verse sits in an intimateconfessional pocket; kick and snare feel heavy but slow. chorus widens with layered harmonies and a simplehaunting synth line. subtle bass swells and reverse effects build into a late-song crescendothen strip back to voice and keys for the last hook.

Prompt

A rap song about, how I feel so hard for the love of my life but when she left I almost died in alcoholism, and my demons almost won

Credits

Prompt byPUFFER

GeneratedJan 1, 2026

ModelAria v5