Brendon's Toxic

(verse 1)
brendons toxic, thats what you tell your friends
say im the villain everytime the story ends.
you play the victim, got the whole world convinced 
but every fight starts with the words you twist.
brendons this and brendons that, why am i painted so bad
when youre the reason every good thing we had crashed.
you throw the blame like its a game you can win, call me toxic when the poisons under your skin.

(chorus 1)
i kept saying sorry for the things you did
carried all the weight just to keep us fixed.
held you through the storms while i took the hits

bandaging the damage while you played victim.

loved you so hard i believed your lies
swallowed every truth just to keep us tight.
id say sorry again to calm your rage
then youd go tell the world im the one to blame.

(verse 2)
funny how your story always changes with the crowd
different version everytime you say it out loud.
you leave out the nights you were screaming my name
breaking down doors just to start up the flames.
you cry on their shoulders, say i tore you apart
but they never see the texts when youre tearing my heart.
all the late night threats, all the words you said
then you run to the world like im the one who sinned.

you wanted a villain so you made me the role
now youre shocked that i finally let go.
                                  -(subtle flow here)

(chorus 2)
im done saying sorry for the things you did
done carrying blame just to save how we lived.
i gave you my love while you played your role
now ive walked away with my heart whole.

you can keep the story, keep the crowd, keep the show boo
but the ones who know me... truly know you.
                                 -(repeat)

(hook)
always said brendons toxic yeah you loved that line
turned all of my feelings into headlines.
but im doing a lot better now, im finally free
built a better life on the side you dont get to see.
say whatever you want just look at me
theres no need for revenge, i took a knee.
i hope you find peace in the roads you choose
no hard feelings left, i got nothing to prove.
we had our chapter, now the page is closed
but i wish you the best while i chase my goals.

(outro)
brendons toxic—thats the lie you sold,
brendons toxic—but the truth got told.
brendons toxic—yeah you played that game,

but the truth dont fade when they hear my name.

male, emotional sad rap/piano trap
Half rap / half melodic singing
Airy “ooohs / ahhhs” during the chorus