“Ghosts Don’t Sleep”

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I been up three nights straight, can’t feel my face

Shadows talkin’ to me, swear they know my name

I been poppin’ pain just to feel okay

Heart cold as fuck, but it still might break

They say “heal with time,” but time move slow

Every smile fake when your soul feel broke

Mama say pray, but I’m losin’ faith

Demons eatin’ good, I been losin’ weight

Love turned toxic, shit rotted my brain

Now I fuck with drugs just to drown the pain

I don’t trust nobody, not even me

Mirror full of scars, yeah, they follow me

I tried to quit, but the pills too loud

When the world too quiet, that’s when I drown

I don’t wanna die, but I don’t wanna live

Stuck in between like, “what the fuck this is?”

Every night I swear I’m closin’ my eyes

Hoping I don’t wake up this time

Ghosts don’t sleep, they just haunt my head

Memories bleed when I’m in my bed

I pour my heart out, still feel dead

Love fucked me up, now I fuck with meds

Yeah, ghosts don’t sleep, they don’t let me rest

I scream for help, but I text “I’m blessed”

If I overdose, know I did my best

I’m tired of pain livin’ in my chest

I fell in love with a broken soul

She loved my highs, not my lows

Said she’d stay, then she fuckin’ ghost

Now I’m alone with the shit she wrote

I mix emotions with dirty Sprite

Tryna make it through another night

All these fans but I still feel lonely

Crowded room, but it’s just me only

Heart on freeze, yeah it’s frostbit

Trust got shot, now I’m cautious

I gave my all, got exhaustion

Now I’m numb to love, that’s the cost, bitch

I don’t wanna die, but I don’t feel alive

Every day just passin’ me by

If heaven real, I hope they let me in

‘Cause I been livin’ in hell within

Ghosts don’t sleep, they just haunt my head

Memories bleed when I’m in my bed

I pour my heart out, still feel dead

Love fucked me up, now I fuck with meds

Yeah, ghosts don’t sleep, they don’t let me rest

I scream for help, but I text “I’m blessed”

If I overdose, know I did my best

I’m tired of pain livin’ in my chest

Tell me, would you cry if I was gone?

Or just play my songs and move along?

I been fightin’ wars inside my dome

Tryna find a place that feel like home

If I fade away, don’t blame the drugs

Blame the love that wasn’t enough

I gave my heart, yeah, every part

Now I’m just another broken art