“Ghosts Don’t Sleep”

[Intro]
Yeah
Uh
I been up three nights straight, can’t feel my face
Shadows talkin’ to me, swear they know my name

[Verse 1]
I been poppin’ pain just to feel okay
Heart cold as fuck, but it still might break
They say “heal with time,” but time move slow
Every smile fake when your soul feel broke
Mama say pray, but I’m losin’ faith
Demons eatin’ good, I been losin’ weight
Love turned toxic, shit rotted my brain
Now I fuck with drugs just to drown the pain

I don’t trust nobody, not even me
Mirror full of scars, yeah, they follow me
I tried to quit, but the pills too loud
When the world too quiet, that’s when I drown

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t wanna die, but I don’t wanna live
Stuck in between like, “what the fuck this is?”
Every night I swear I’m closin’ my eyes
Hoping I don’t wake up this time

[Chorus]
Ghosts don’t sleep, they just haunt my head
Memories bleed when I’m in my bed
I pour my heart out, still feel dead
Love fucked me up, now I fuck with meds
Yeah, ghosts don’t sleep, they don’t let me rest
I scream for help, but I text “I’m blessed”
If I overdose, know I did my best
I’m tired of pain livin’ in my chest

[Verse 2]
I fell in love with a broken soul
She loved my highs, not my lows
Said she’d stay, then she fuckin’ ghost
Now I’m alone with the shit she wrote

I mix emotions with dirty Sprite
Tryna make it through another night
All these fans but I still feel lonely
Crowded room, but it’s just me only

Heart on freeze, yeah it’s frostbit
Trust got shot, now I’m cautious
I gave my all, got exhaustion
Now I’m numb to love, that’s the cost, bitch

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t wanna die, but I don’t feel alive
Every day just passin’ me by
If heaven real, I hope they let me in
‘Cause I been livin’ in hell within

[Chorus]
Ghosts don’t sleep, they just haunt my head
Memories bleed when I’m in my bed
I pour my heart out, still feel dead
Love fucked me up, now I fuck with meds
Yeah, ghosts don’t sleep, they don’t let me rest
I scream for help, but I text “I’m blessed”
If I overdose, know I did my best
I’m tired of pain livin’ in my chest

[Bridge]
Tell me, would you cry if I was gone?
Or just play my songs and move along?
I been fightin’ wars inside my dome
Tryna find a place that feel like home

[Outro]
If I fade away, don’t blame the drugs
Blame the love that wasn’t enough
I gave my heart, yeah, every part
Now I’m just another broken art

(emo trap, raw feelings, melodic rap)