Past it all

I been past the pain, I don’t feel it like before

Used to drown inside the rain, now I’m standing at the shore

Every scar up on my heart turned me into something more

Now I walk through every storm like I ain’t scared no more

Late nights, cold roads, lost inside my head

Had some people say they loved me, then they left instead

Used to hold the weight so heavy, couldn’t leave my bed

Now I turn that hurt to hustle, let my actions spread

Bottle after bottle never fixed the way I felt

Every conversation with myself just made me melt

But I climbed up from the bottom when nobody else would help

Now I look into the mirror and I finally know myself

I been past the pain, I don’t carry what I lost

Had to learn the hardest lessons come with every cost

Now I move a little wiser every time I take a loss

‘Cause the fire that once burned me made me into a boss

I remember feeling broken, staring at the ceiling fan

Tryna figure out if anybody truly gave a damn

Now I got a different vision, got a different plan

Had to build myself alone and turn myself into a man

Every memory still hits, but it don’t control me now

Used to bend beneath the pressure, now I hold it down

Everybody switched up when I almost drowned

Funny how they see me rising, wanna come around

I been past the pain, now my soul don’t feel as dark

Had to lose a couple people just to find my spark

Used to walk through life afraid, now I leave my mark

Turned a million broken moments into pieces of my art

Now I ride with all the lessons that the struggle gave

Made peace with every version of myself I couldn’t save

I was trapped inside the sadness, now I break away

And every tear I cried before just made me who I am today

Still got scars, still got wounds underneath the skin

But they remind me every battle that I didn’t quit

If I made it through the nights where I thought this was the end

Then there ain’t another storm in life I couldn’t live against

I been past the pain, now I finally see the light

All the demons that I fought don’t keep me up at night

Used to think my world was ending every single fight

Now I know the darkest roads can still lead to something bright