Too gone

(Male Vocals)

Cold nights, cold veins, cold stare

Lost myself somewhere in the smoke there

Fast heart, numb brain, dead prayers

Everybody left when the road got unfair

(Fast flow)

Pills in the sink, still think, still drown

Head spin, chest tight, world slow down

Dark room, no sound, pipe smoke, ghost town

Hands shake, eyes red, face pale, no crown

Bad habits, back at it, tragic

Pain turned me cold, now my heartbeat static

Needle marks hidden underneath the fabric

Whole life spiraled out, way too dramatic

Late nights, hate life, can’t cope

Fake smiles hanging from a thin rope

Everybody saying that they “care” no joke

But nobody there when I lost all hope

Mind gone, lights off, skin crawl

Withdrawal got me pacing through the hall

Cold sweat, jaw lock, missed calls

Every damn high just made me fall

(Soft echo)

(Male Vocals)

I got demons in my bloodstream

Nightmares in my day dreams

Tryna fight what addiction made me

(Male + layered vocals)

And I still feel sick when the drugs fade out

Still hear screams when the room goes quiet

Tryna rebuild every bridge I burned

But the flames still rise every time I’m tired

(Short pause)

I was too young getting high like that

Too numb, too gone, too blind to crash

Now my soul got scars that the pills can’t mask

And withdrawal hit hard when the high don’t last

(Faster aggressive flow)

Heartbeat racing, pacing, can’t sit still

Cold floor, bathroom light, cheap thrills

Lost friends, lost trust, lost years

Still got pain I ain’t faced here

Bottle caps, ash trays, cracked screens

Mama cried seeing me at sixteen

Eyes low, hoodie up, bad dreams

Whole squad faded out like smoke streams

Too gone, too fried, too empty

Everybody switched when the cash got skinny

I was outside in the rain so chilly

Tryna hide every scar that was sitting in me

No sleep, no peace, no saving

Mind full of dark thoughts caving

Still breathing but the soul keeps fading

Whole life feel cursed and contagious

(Stripped vocals)

I don’t need fake love

I don’t need fake highs

Every single substance only bought more nights

Sitting by myself with a war inside

(Male + female harmony)

Still feel sick when the drugs fade out

Still hear screams when the room goes quiet

But I’m still alive and I’m still right here

Even if my whole damn world stays violent

(Soft echo fading)

Cold nights… cold veins…

Tryna heal but the hurt remains…