[Intro]
Alone in the dark, shadows linger, deep scars
Trying to find what’s real, but all I see are fake stars
Digging through the pain, yeah, I wear it like a mask
Fighting all my demons, hope this pain don't last
[Verse 1]
Been broken, stabbed, lied to, left in the rain
Every scar a reminder of my endless pain
Thought I had a shot, a chance with you, baby
But I keep falling, yeah, I go crazy
Love’s a game I can't win, lost in the race
Numb all these feelings with pills to escape
Percs and Xans just make it worse inside
Realize I gotta face it sober, gotta fight this pride
[Pre-Chorus]
Trying to forget, but you're stuck on my mind
Night after night, can't leave you behind
Heart’s a battlefield, no winners in sight
Just me and my shadows, losing this fight
[Chorus]
I’ve been alone, don’t know what love is for real
All I feel is pain, I just wanna heal
Fake friends left me, trust broke apart
Baby, I’m losing, I’m falling apart
Nice guys always last, that’s what they say
But I keep chasing dreams that just fade away
17 years old, heartbreak’s a game
Loving the same pain, it’s never the same
[Bridge]
Thought I was strong, but I’m breaking inside
Can’t tell if I’m soul or just lost in my pride
Hate that I’m falling for the same old game
Love’s a win or a lose, and I’m always lame
[Outro]
No friends, no love, just memories and scars
Trying to keep going, fighting these wars
Guess I’m just a fool, but I still hope someday
Maybe this pain will fade, maybe I’ll find my way