lost then found

Yeah…

I was gone for a minute

But I’m back now…

Still fighting demons…

I was lost in my mind, I was gone in the dark

Tryna numb all the pain, but it tore me apart

Took a hit of the past, now it’s stuck in my lungs

I was running from myself, now I can’t outrun

Yeah, I fell too deep, had to crawl back out

All these voices in my head, yeah, they scream and shout

But I found a light, even when it was dim

I was losing myself… now I’m finding him

Heart cold, but my soul still bleedin’

Late nights, got me overthinkin’

Demons talk, yeah, they always creepin’

Told myself I don’t need no healin’

But I lied, I was drowning inside

Smile fake, I was dying to hide

Every pill, every drink, every high

Just another way to say goodbye

I was broken, couldn’t see no end

Lost myself, couldn’t find no friends

But the pain turned me into a man

Now I’m learning how to breathe again

I was lost in my mind, I was gone in the dark

Tryna numb all the pain, but it tore me apart

Took a hit of the past, now it’s stuck in my lungs

I was running from myself, now I can’t outrun

Yeah, I fell too deep, had to crawl back out

All these voices in my head, yeah, they scream and shout

But I found a light, even when it was dim

I was losing myself… now I’m finding him

Shadows follow everywhere I go

Tryna heal, but the scars still show

Lost control, yeah, I lost my soul

But I found pieces I didn’t know

Every tear got a story to tell

Every scar like a trip through hell

But I made it out, I can finally yell

“I survived,” yeah, I wish you well

I was trapped in a cage in my brain

Self-made prison full of pain

Now I’m breaking every single chain

Feel the sunshine after rain

I was gone… yeah, I disappeared

Faced my demons, now they fear

Every doubt, I made it clear

I’m still standing right here

I was lost in my mind, I was gone in the dark

Tryna numb all the pain, but it tore me apart

Now I’m back on my feet, yeah, I’m ready to start

Put the pieces together from a shattered heart

Yeah, I fell too deep, but I made my way out

Now the voice in my head ain’t the same kind of doubt

Found myself in the pain, yeah, I finally see

I was losing myself… now I’m back to me