Don’t Ruin This

I can feel myself doing it

and I don’t even want to

Don’t ruin this, don’t ruin this

why I pull back when it feel like this

Don’t ruin this, don’t ruin this

why I question something real like this

I be in my head, I admit that

start overthinking then I switch back

Don’t ruin this, don’t ruin this

I don’t wanna lose what feel like this

It be small things I start to notice

then I zoom in like it mean more than it do

start creating thoughts out of nothing

like I’m trying to find something that ain’t true

you just being you, it’s natural

but I’m reading into everything you do

trying to stay ahead of the feeling

like if I catch it early I won’t lose

I don’t wanna fall too fast

I don’t wanna feel too much

so I slow it down before it even start

like I’m scared of what it might become

Don’t ruin this, don’t ruin this

why I pull back when it feel like this

Don’t ruin this, don’t ruin this

why I question something real like this

I be in my head, I admit that

start overthinking then I switch back

Don’t ruin this, don’t ruin this

I don’t wanna lose what feel like this

You don’t see it but it’s happening

I be present but I’m half in it

part of me wanna just let go

other part tryna control it

I be catching myself switching up

getting quiet when it feel too good

like don’t get used to this

don’t believe it like you think you should

and I hate that I do that

turn something good into something to question

when it don’t even need direction

I’m protecting myself from pain

but I might be blocking a blessing

Don’t ruin this, don’t ruin this

why I pull back when it feel like this

Don’t ruin this, don’t ruin this

why I question something real like this

I be in my head, I admit that

start overthinking then I switch back

Don’t ruin this, don’t ruin this

I don’t wanna lose what feel like this

Now I see it when it start to happen

I don’t wanna keep reacting

I don’t wanna push away something

just because I don’t trust it yet

I been hurt so I move careful

but careful start to look like distance

and I don’t wanna lose something real

just because I’m stuck in resistance

maybe I don’t need to control it

maybe I can just let it breathe

maybe I don’t need all the answers

just enough to let it be

Don’t ruin this

don’t overthink it

Don’t ruin this

just feel it

Don’t ruin this, don’t ruin this

why I pull back when it feel like this

I be in my head, I admit that

but I’m trying not to miss this

don’t ruin it