Too Real

I wasn’t even looking like that

I think that’s what got me

It feel too real, I ain’t used to this

Been a while since my heart felt this

I tried to guard it, but you got in

Now I’m falling and I’m questioning

How you so calm but you shift my world

How you so sure and it feel so pure

It feel too real, I don’t wanna rush

But I’m scared of losing what this is

I ain’t even think I’d meet someone like you

Thought that type of love wasn’t something I’d choose

Not ’cause I ain’t want it, I just learned to move

Without expecting something that was really true

I been on my own, I been doing me

Building up my life, staying in my peace

Then you came around, now it’s different

Got me feeling things I wasn’t missing

It’s not loud, it’s not confusing

It’s not something I’m used to moving

Everything just sit where it should

And that’s what got me questioning if it’s good

It feel too real, I ain’t used to this

Been a while since my heart felt this

I tried to guard it, but you got in

Now I’m falling and I’m questioning

How you so calm but you shift my world

How you so sure and it feel so pure

It feel too real, I don’t wanna rush

But I’m scared of losing what this is

It’s been a minute since I smiled like this

Not forcing it, it just come like this

You don’t press me, you just let me be

And somehow that’s what’s pulling me

I don’t gotta guess where I stand

I don’t gotta overthink your hand

Everything natural, it just flow

And that’s something I ain’t used to though

’Cause I’m used to doubt, I’m used to fear

Used to feeling like it disappear

So when something real show up this clear

I be wondering if it’s really there

It feel too real, I ain’t used to this

Been a while since my heart felt this

I tried to guard it, but you got in

Now I’m falling and I’m questioning

How you so calm but you shift my world

How you so sure and it feel so pure

It feel too real, I don’t wanna rush

But I’m scared of losing what this is

Now I’m caught between letting go

And holding on to what I don’t know

’Cause I feel it, yeah it’s real to me

But that don’t mean it’s easy to be

Open like this, I ain’t been in a while

Letting someone see me without a disguise

But you make it feel like it’s safe to try

And I don’t even know the reason why

I just know I don’t wanna lose

Something that I didn’t think I’d choose

Now I’m here and it’s new to me

And I’m hoping it’s what it’s supposed to be

If this real

I don’t wanna run from it

It feel too real, I ain’t used to this

Been a while since my heart felt this

I tried to guard it, but you got in

Now I’m falling and I’m questioning

I ain’t scared of you

I’m scared of how much this means