I’m Good Now

it’s quiet now

not empty

just… quiet

nothing pulling at me

no need to figure anything out

no need to revisit

no urge to go back

and see where it shifted

I don’t feel that anymore

that need to understand everything

before I let it go

now if it don’t sit right

I just… leave it there

I’m good now

not in a loud way

not in a “look at me” way

just…

nothing weighing on me

I used to sit with things

long after they were done

replaying

rewording

rethinking

like if I stayed in it long enough

it would finally make sense

like I owed it that

like I owed myself that

but now

I don’t need it to

I don’t go searching for meaning

in things that already showed me

I don’t go back and check

if I missed something

I don’t question myself

the way I used to

if I felt it

I felt it

and that’s enough now

I’m good now

I don’t chase the meaning

I don’t force closure

I don’t hold on

just to understand it

it’s different

I don’t feel the need to fix it

or hold it together

or carry something

longer than it belongs to me

if it leaves

I let it

if it ends

I don’t interrupt it

I used to think

peace felt empty

like something was missing

like I should feel more

like I should go find something

to fill the space

but now

I sit in it

and it don’t feel empty

it just feel still

like everything finally stopped

asking something from me

and for once

I didn’t go looking for more

I’m good now

nothing missing

nothing off

nothing I need to fix

just…

good

and I’m not trying

to change that