I've always heard it is what it is but whatt if it isn't
Im second guessing life for the way that im living
There's not enough drugs to resolve it all
When you have rats in the walls the size if dogs
The bugs crawl across the spoons and forks
Paint chipped off all the draws and both sinks falling through the floors can it get any worst
Id like to think it is what it isn't
I'm on my knees praying and wishing
watch the captain pull my ship in
And we can get in and enjoy life the way it was intended im not asking for something ridiculous any thing has to be better then this is , I use is lightly
Is it cuz my skinny frame everything wants to fight me everything seems to always be pickin is it cuz it doesn't like me
Go to take a shit and id fall in it more than likely
I cant hit the jackpot on temu and I play nightly
It is what it isnt because if it was it would be what it isn't don h know if that made sense because I had to spend it
Im just an average square some how im caught tripping
Smoking and sniffing different day different women
I've worked hard but look how im living
You can see all the scars where they've been whipping
Go to take a piss and some how im drenched in it
Mouth open pistol gripping pull the trigger and there's nothing in it
What ever ive done please give me forgiveness
At least don't make my kid suffer for all the shit I've been in please find forgiveness
Three cider blocks shows me to the door
Our hearts are rich but damn we poor
Power packs and extention cords
Bottoms ripped up on all the doors
Electric bill this month is higher them me I cant believe this lord
On top of all that these girls or should say whores
Throwing that cat out all holes of thief draws
They're mating more the the rats in the walls.
And double the cost and act like when they're gone it's my loss
Im screaming at the sky like all my problems will dissolve a thin layer of frost engulfs my heart
I shiver goosebumps sitting in the dark
Please someone or something re shuffle these cards and let us restart so many nights I've cried alone
Afraid one of these nights I'll fly my soul to somewhere warm and out of this cold
It is what it isnt because if it was it would be what it isn't don h know if that made sense because I had to spend it
Im just an average square some how im caught tripping
Smoking and sniffing different day different women
I've worked hard but look how im living
You can see all the scars where they've been whipping
Go to take a piss and some how im drenched in it
Mouth open pistol gripping pull the trigger and there's nothing in it
What ever ive done please give me forgiveness
At least don't make my kid suffer for all the shit I've been in pls find forgiveness
