Jumping Back In The Streets

[Verse 1]
I been talkin' to God in the dark
Same clothes, same cuts, same scars
Street signs lookin' like question marks
Every corner feelin' like déjà vu
Lost friends, lost time, lost count
Still tryna add up what it all amounts
Mama's voice sayin', "Boy, calm down"
But the pain too loud in my head right now
I see my shadow in the glass, cracked
I see my habits in the past, back
I see that bottle and I laugh, act
Like I ain't prayin' that it don't relapse, facts
[Chorus]
So I'm jumpin' back in the streets
Tryna find that piece of me I dropped
Heart heavy when the night don't sleep
Soul searchin' on this small rock
Whole planet feelin' like a maze
Every turn another dead stop
Yeah, it's hard just to navigate
But I can't let my heartbeat stop
I'm jumpin' back in the streets
Tryna find that part of me I lost
[Verse 2]
Every alleyway talk like it know me
Old heads sayin', "Don't let it own you"
Young boys wild, tryna clone me
They don't see the nights that I been goin' through
GPS dead, but my mind still runnin'
Two missed calls from my cousin
He say, "You good?" I say, "Somethin'"
But how you tell a man you feel like nothin'
Stand on the curb, watch cars go past
See my reflection streak in the glass
Ask myself, "How long this last?"
Ask God, "Can You pull me back?"
[Chorus]
So I'm jumpin' back in the streets
Tryna find that piece of me I dropped
Heart heavy when the night don't sleep
Soul searchin' on this small rock
Whole planet feelin' like a maze
Every turn another dead stop
Yeah, it's hard just to navigate
But I can't let my heartbeat stop
I'm jumpin' back in the streets
Tryna find that part of me I lost
[Bridge]
If I find it, will I know?
Or just keep runnin', never slow
Talk to God under my breath
"Show me somethin', I ain't got much left" (yeah)
Every step feel like a test
Still I move, even when I'm stressed
[Chorus]
So I'm jumpin' back in the streets
Tryna find that piece of me I dropped
Heart heavy when the night don't sleep
Soul searchin' on this small rock
Whole planet feelin' like a maze
Every turn another dead stop
Yeah, it's hard just to navigate
But I can't let my heartbeat stop
I'm jumpin' back in the streets
Tryna find that part of me I lost

rap, Moody trap beat with sparse piano stabs and deep 808s, male vocals in a confessional tone. Verses tight and rhythmic with occasional double-time pockets; hook opens up with layered, slightly pitched background chants and a wider, more anthemic feel. Subtle atmospheric pads in the back, ad-libs tucked in the sides, kick and snare hitting hard but leaving space around the vocal., soul, hip hop