Windows down

Verse 1]

3AM and I still can’t sleep

Too many thoughts keep choking me

Room dark, ceiling fan spins slow

Mind moves fast but my body froze

I got good friends that would ride for me

But somehow I still feel alone mentally

Tryna explain what’s inside my brain

But the words don’t come out the same

Everybody says “you’ll be alright”

But they don’t hear what I hear at night

It’s like my head got walls that close

And every bad thought echoes most

I wanna scream but I can’t make sound

Feel like I’m inches from breaking down

Smile outside but inside I’m tired

Trying to fight my own mind every night

So I take midnight drives through the city lights

Windows down while the cold air hit my face outside

Bass too loud, let the whole car shake

Tryna clear my mind before I fall away

Streetlights blur while my thoughts unwind

Lost in the dark tryna feel alive

No destination, just somewhere to breathe

‘Cause the road understands me better than me

Pressure buildin’ like a storm in my chest

Everybody sees me smile but they don’t see stress

I overthink every little thing I said

Then replay it all a thousand times in my head

And I hate how my mind turns small things big

One bad thought and it’s all I live with

Feels like I’m hanging right off the edge

Too exhausted to fight what’s in my head

But somehow the night air calms my soul

Engine hum while the city glow

For a minute everything slows down

And the silence don’t feel so loud

Maybe I’m not broken after all

Maybe I just think too deep sometimes

Maybe healing isn’t fixing pain

Maybe it’s learning how to survive it

So I take midnight drives through the city lights

Windows down while the cold breeze pass me by

808s shake every thought inside

Till the noise in my head finally goes quiet

And for a moment I feel okay

Like maybe I’ll find peace someday

Just me, the road, and the radio

Trying to outrun what nobody knows”